Sickening period

Can't denied that i m seriously emo the whole day..

don't know why i ended up like this..

emo not because of guilt but a behavior of one person..

maybe i m over sensitive or i m always type of person who can't really stand with people i dislike but maybe this time is crossing the limits....

gotta tell you this,

you could influence one person

you could tell the world different story

you could make ones dislike me

you could carry on with your life

you could cheat yourself

end of the day, people will find out and you will still be the loser

i had figure it out, why should i keep bothered by you

i will live with my head held high

i should be the kind one.. and now i will trying to be that kind one

my life would be better... and happier

so just fuck yourself man.. you are too childish

now i start to pity your life and your world.. one day i will fucking laugh at you

the moment you realize you mistakes, everything is too late..

i m so sorry to said that... but thats reality la..

you can't face and handle the world with ur low EQ

but maybe is true la.. you have the $$, u are rich..

but no 1 wealth could pass through 3 generation

because of ur existence, i found i have more sins than ever..

keep cursing and etcs...

hope today onwards i will start change this..

a promise to myself... because i m living better than you

lies cant last forever.. people will seek for the truth and you will be fucked up by then

if one day physical solution is a necessity then i will gonna go for it..

win or lose does not matter... =D with the dignity i lose, with the sorrow you won

haha..

i always admire people have a great team and etc..

but now i realized my team is not bad actually and could work hand to hand happily

we can't be the excel one, but the memory we had when working on the same things..

sweating it out and sharing the achievement.. thats our prizes in life..

hope you all are with me for now and future..

i really do appreciate your help..

just response from people are low.. maybe is their prob but also some is our own problems

God knows.. but i am really disappointed by my course mates.. =D

some even ask me stupid questions and some giving me stupid comments..

but i am fine wth it.. life goes on.. i wont stop because of you guys..

i will move on.. failure or success i still need to get it over..

after expressing my feeling on facebook and enjoy some blackjack,in between with friends.. last and not least going to lake to chill out..

i m fine now, will take on upcoming thing..

I M BACK =D

no more cursing...