Voices from MY HEART to CERTAIN USJ 12 teachers

1)recently, i meet with some SMK USJ 12 teachers,
so i talked with them
however, some bad memories seem occurs when i SAW HER, AND HER(teachers which i ****)
1st thing i found out is ONE of MY Ex-club room was taken BY force from an idiot teacher..
cant mention her name here. That room used to belong to CLUB PENCINTA ALAM, because Pn YEK find the sponsor from some company, and contract is we have to sell recycling stuffs to their company. So, that is the deals. Efforts Pn Yek put in, making calls, all gone just BEC HER...
sigh... Now, Pn yek is sad and feel disrespectful.
i wish i can help, too bad, i isnt in that school anymore, and that club lack of support after my badge left.
this room juz made from plywoods but it cost us 500-700.
juz a simple room whcih could built under any staircase.
it used to kept recycling items.
when my times, it still organised...after then $%^&*()
however, action from THIS INRESSPONSIBLE TEACHER cant be forgive
she dont think of the consequnces, just take things for granted.
SHE could say we never make use of the room, then she want it use for other purpose..
however, why dont she THINK of REVIVE the room
-collecting recycling thing
-encourage students to recycle
-lauch campaign
show love for the nature...
all these things is what she MUST DO, since her POST IS HIGH..
USJ 12 can win 3K..
i dont think by encouraging students to recycle and make recycling campaign a success is so hard for them..
using excuses to dissallowed the campaign
not voluntalary support it..
really sucks lo..
anyway, FEEL LIKE GOING BCK AND TALK TO HER, TELL HER ACTION IS WRONG!!!
dont think it will works..
zzz

2) there is once i argue with a teacher regarding name tag..it sound stupid, but it cause me lots trouble keep enetring BBI( if u were a student of smk usj 12 then u will understand). i lost my student card, so i had ordered name tags, she unwilling to give me recepit TO SHOW THE PREFECT. every morning i JUZ GO BBI AUTOMATICALLY... WHAT THE HELL lor..
so, the diciplin teacher, Pn yong wrote notes for me and pass to THAT TEACHER WHO IN CHARGE OF NAME TAG... ended up i GET SCREW... zzz making situation worst
she said:"I SAID NO RECEIPT THEN NO RECEIPT, U GET CAUGHT BY PREFECT IS UR PROBLEMS. DONT FIND OTHER TEACHER< IT WONT HELP. I WONT GIVE".
sigh... even a notes show i had order also cant.....
then i walked by class.. during chinese period, my chinese teacher, PN ONG ask me apologise to her. I TOTALLY STUNNED.
WHY I SHOULD APOLOGISE. KOPERASI DOING BUSINESS. HOW HARD TO WRITE A RECEIPT OR PROVE FOR ME so I NOT NEED GO BBI THAT OFTEN...
so i listened to Pn ong and rest time i find THAT TECHER apologise...
then guess what she said?
"THIS TIME I FORGIVE U. YOU REALLY DONT HAVE PARENTS TO TEACH YOU."
what the fuck is this man..
she dont know what she talking.
i just keep my head down
because i realised something
U NVR WIN AGAINST TEACHER!!
so i just walked away..
nowadays, when back usj 12 help, i see her very often..
just hide the hatred and put a smile..
dont know how long my patience last..
now i no longer a students so i can actually scold her back!! haha.. wanted to do it so much.
(planning)

3. mutual respect???
i greet every teachers i meet, but there is one teacher when you greet her, she act like you didnt exists. what is this lor...
if you didnt greet, she say you are rude.
come on, SOMEONE NEED TEACH THESE TEACHERS LESSON SO THEY LEARN!!!
if you keep with this attitude, how student approach you...
how hard to be friendly...
i know teacher and students must keep distance so the status will be clear.
however, even u r friendly i dont think students wont respect you lo
just everything depends on how u handle things, k?
wake upla.


4. i always wonder, actually how many tecahers their ambition is to become teaher? and how many of them have no choice and become teacher... i think these make lot of differences lor..
the real teacher wont give up on HIS OR HER students..
teachers are giving hopes to students
guide them to success
work hard to lead them without complaints
love their students...
these values i can felt during my primary schools..
all the tecahers are so nice, they know u weak they will spent more time guiding you, leading you. but i lost that feeling since secondary, and only found fews teachers who are GOOD.
i know for some secondary teachers.. the past make them the person today..
maybe too much dissapointment
lost their faith and trust
but every students will change...
old badge go, new badge come in..
but problems ocuurs when new badge come in..
mayb that time u r despair... then not willing to give them love and helps to students..
zzz
since primary i feel thankful to all my teachers, but secondary i prefer pick some which
I RESPECT to remember and feel thankful to.

THINGS i DO during 3 MOnTHS BREAkz...

OCt- DEC 2008
i work in GDEX, a delivery company after denied the KFC work because need cut hair and lots bullshits..
GDex, what can i say..
my working hours is 7pm to 11 pm..
and i dont think u could imagine what i do there...
*i m the only chinese in the warehouse*
*i m the 1st Chinese Worker at there*
mean i kind rare there
actually i jUST another kuli.
lol.

YEAR ONE SEM 2

here it goes again..
Zzzz
UNIVERSITY LIFE...
UTAR..
sigh..
meet back my course mate.
go back to reality whereas FAILURE continue HAUNT me...
kind of regret for not studying hard enough... ended failing 2 subjects..
so now, try promise myself try do some revision weekly rather than last minutes..
really feel bad to disappoint my parents and siblings.
however, i take this semester to prove something..
FAILED--->I M TOO STUPID FOR THE COURSE
PASS------> STILL GOT HOPE
haha..
3 months holidays just passed..
so wish me LUCK for my new semester BA.
hahaa