Sigh

all my coursework marks just released..

damn, got worst marks compared to previous semester..

lesson of this semester is never trust unknown group members

don't relay on them, it will get yourself killed...

final exam will be pain in the ass, wonder how to get good results..

this two weeks really killed me

doing a video for competition from noon 12 till next morning 7am still can't finish

never been that crazy before in doing task..

haha, was enjoying the process when shooting the video

is a new experience for me and look at my dumb skills in acting

no talents at all =(

still wonder is there any ways to convince my parents to allow me to have a motor license

need it badly in kampar because bicycle cannot really used at night or go to another taman

soon going to have many meetings and without own transport i gonna DIE

always depend on my house mates and friends will just caused them more trouble..

haha, just told my mom my hp gt prob

1st she said, come back subang only see how

when i back, she say no money for me to buy new hp

as all money poured into house renovation

Damn... having hard time typing SMS

wanted a touch screen and Wi-fi hp.. guess will never get it anytime soon

however, i just felt my house is very nice compared to last time

moment i see my house when i just back from kampar

just can put a smile XD at last is done after 3 months

parents are happy over it as we have no money to buy a bigger house

so renovate is the option left for us

now just hope graduate as soon as possible and ask both of them stay home and rest

not need wake so early and work like cow in shops.. 31st august 2010

mean they had opened shop in subang for 14 years not to include those years in Johor

haha, hope when reached 16 years, can put a full stop for them and enjoyed life

this is the things come to my mind every time i step in the shop

don't know why, last week i back and help in shop can see how happy is my parents

they do not show it but i know really well... last time in high school i really never think of it

just mind my own business and ignored them but now i think on their behalf

people do changed i believe.. just hope the few hours really helped them

haha, izit real when you plan something and it meant to failed?

wanted to celebrate a fren birthday in advance ended up failed

damn, tried my best but ended with nothing

guess i am really a bad planner

liverpool u bastard why keep letting me down,

seeing your results and performance keep dropping

come on.. last year already disappointed

this year do something make me proud and happy..

Grrrr......

P&C is killing me

recently got involve in organizing event

that is totally crap, so many things are Private & Confidential

P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C.

P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C

P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C

P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C

P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C

'P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C. P&C.P&C. P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C.P&C. P&C

almost everything discuss is P&C

don't let anyone know unless the proposal is done and approve by DSA

so, basically every meeting he remind us of P&C

afraid of people knowing or stealing ideas

actually society in my university already move on the wrong path whereby they compete between each other and see who will be the greatest

does position and fame that important to you

showing off and etc making you feel better

proud of yourself?

just want to be leader at all costs

ego will pull you down and it is just matters of time

tomorrow will be my first exco meeting and conducted by me..

so, what is P&C and what is not..

i really don't know...

just hope it goes well

there it goes again

Erm, this month and the coming month will be a bad month because again friends are all leaving again to continue their studies.

haha, yesterday one of my junior called me, told me 10 more minutes he is going on plane and say goodbye to me.. can hear his voice that he is going to cry soon =)

next would be my high school friends and primary friends..

argh, could not even think about what will happen to me.

the emptiness in Subang and semester break without them

whenever it cross my mind, the mood just swing and start to be emotional

sigh..

New Chapter BEGIN

great, i just bring my life into the next level whereby i join a society and become the Chairman of Marketing Society. the process can say simple and easy but there are few questions which hard for me to answer. anyway, that is a good experience..

really thankful for the support especially NGAI WEILING, KWAIPEK and their friends..

without them i don't think i can take that post as well..

yea, can slowly feel that burden, wonder if i really can do it and without failing myself and them..

lets see how it turns

not really wanna c myself failed, and yeah, i turn myself into this and needs lots of commitment d..

so BRAIN, could you give me some ideas on my events for the whole year.. XD

now taking the chairman position, things might change slowly and hopefully the past ain't bothering me anymore, and involve in HALLOWEEN NIGHT event as well.. but i juz the commitee members so have to see what can i learn and whether it helps in future or nt =)

next week going to have so many meetings n yamcha section, so i knw the club better and the paperwork thats are necessary for each events which i organized...haha.. juz realized my surrounding are packed wif experienced people and chairman.. i m juz a starter.. so hope i could really beat them and be so much better than them..

as usual, if u r in something, make sure u r the best.. =)

bt that is not applicable for stdy =)

stdy just stdy all u can =)