Monday, March 1, 2010

Disappointment

just screw two midterms badly..
normally when i screw up something i am not so stressful
but now i am.. why i am turning to be like this.
and finally i realized the effects of CARELESS..
one moment i was laughing how easy was the paper
then walk out and discuss with frens..
Zzzzzzzzz... next thing i know, careless mistakes lead me to the graveyard.
another paper is make to fail me as well
headache and feels like giving up
hate this life man, feel so dumb and slow..
the day after tomorrow will gonna have another test, then next day test again.
wonderful, it just not gonna stop, not even need mention the assignment due just aroundd the corner..
haha... what a life man..
now, chinese new year is OVER>.
get back now... the lost soulzz...
time to awake.. lots work waiting for you to complete..
parents will never understand my feelings,
they just say i am not working hard enough
but sometimes when i really work hard i ended with nothing
staying at library to find a good reference book, ended with nothing
rubbish lecturers and tutors teaching me shitz....
exam answer shitz then i DIE..
i have disappoint you all, but i hoping for an improvement
hoping something could really save me
so, should i keep my hope alive to walk on..
lets see whats gonna happen for tuesday and wednesday
for now trying put a =)