Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Reflect

recently i met few friends
and surprisingly one of them remind me of something
he just like my mirror in the past
reflect about my behavior in the past
and now i finally know
how hard for my friends to bear with my attitude
sigh.. again thx for frens who could bear wif me
keeping the relationship till now
and sorry for those who i had something with u all
=)
This fren really repeating testing my patience
cannot stand his ways of nt accepting the opinions of others
and so many more
so i now
how annoying are people who always think they are right
how to talk to them anymore...
haha...cant believe it..
lucky now i changed a bit to a better one
but still cant b the perfect sometimes i m still like the past
everything hav to depends on situation and how i dealing wif ut
=)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Ordinary

BROKE

oh my god
i m totally broke
with so many birthday going on
today just celebrate 2 friends birthday
1 day 2 cakes
sweats...
in two months time celebrated 4 times of friends birthday
my wallet do hav holes d
nw the holes even bigger
hahha

DIEDIEDIE
over budget again
SHITZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

MIss it

2 months in Kampar
2 and the half year to go
i already start missing my life in Subang and KL
i miss coaching so much
that is the way left for me to get close to basketball
not to mention about the side income
sigh..
watching players grow
watching them improve
watching badges of players come and go
these things no longer happen in my life
now what happen is just sleep, eat, and study

whenever back subang
can drive around meeting friends
though just two days
but is good enough
weekend always busy with coaching
at night busy yamcha with frens
until have no time left for family
parents dont get to see my face also
hahaha...
here, no matter what u do
once u out from room
u hav to cycle
everything cycle
sometimes just really sick of it
wif the extra hot weather
sigh...
life as a students
and this all hav to blame myself again
for failing my engineering course
wasted 18k for nothing
that why ntg can be complain now
maybe i dont deserved the right to complaine
trying to do well here
lets see the results la

KL housemates
though just living with them one year
the feeling is great
juz like a family with no conflicts and very happening
miss them so so much
no where else can find people like them
caring, lovely and lots more to describe them
hopefully the friendship will last even i left the house d

Girlfriend
so sorry that from each year i moving further away from you
1st year PJ
2nd year KL
nw Kampar
distance really caused us to miss many things
it is hard to maintain
but we still manage to went through it
juz see how the future turns to
we do look like online couple n etc
but facts is we are not
we just dont have the chance
whenever there are chances i try my best to meet with you
bring you around like the past
sorry for unable gving u things like other people do
thx for everyting
accompany me all this while
bear wif my ridiculous attitude
i love you and i miss you

what i hav become?

after tmr presentation i dont think there are any coursework left
just the final is approaching
damn.. need start studying already

recently i dont knw why
juz feel unsatisfactory towards certain people
the ways they behave
the way they talk
the way they do things
the way they treat people
i do know no 1 is perfect
but i cannot bear wif it
if find someone and discuss abt it
people will say i am wrg
if keep insd heart i will feel very uneasy
is that i think too much
or i m the person which hard to get along
I DON'T KNOW

Friday, August 7, 2009

FInal COuntdown

nw d week 10
time passed fast
i d change course for 10 weeks
and final exam is approaching
in another one month
slowly adapting to the life here
so..
how my results going to be..
lets see how things turn out to be like
now..
Am i performing better?
still unknown

bt hopefully i get an answer
An answer to my path
Is this the correct one
Am I on it..
Pursuing what i want

????????????????

One Night

feeling of tonight..
i don't know how to describe
so much troubles and headache went through b4 this happen
countless sms been send around
calls keep spamming
juz to get one thing happen
which is THIS NIGHT
THIS NIGHT specially to celebrate our dear fren Jiun Wen birthday
it was simple and yet memorable
people might wonder how special it can be
but for us
it hidden some meaningful stuffs
seriously have to thank Ivan for His transport and $$
Yee Chien watching movie oso need keep sms
Me ???????????? wat else.. BULLSHIT as usual
this 3 frens are one of those best i had in my high school
leaving me great memories
whenever i m bck to subang
they r people who will hang out wif me
and THIS NIGHT we are again gathered
haha.. it just a short while like 2 to 3 hours
but things really happen throughout this moment
and yeah
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIUN WEN"

after THIS NIGHT
i keep looking back the photos
and start laughing
it just fun when think about it
and it really been a while ever since 4 of us are gathered
for the 2 years we mostly
2 and without 2
3 and without 1
rarely to see 4 together
but THIS NIGHT we manage to make it
after a so called PLANNING which cant even confirm at 11.30pm
now university, we still manage to maintain our friendship
future, hope it will be the same
mayb we r nt the type of close frens sharing every shits wif each other
but as long we hav knw each other well
and when need help juz approach each other
i think is good enough
but if can goes more deep and become buddy
that will be the best
for now just lets see what happen frm now on



CraZY 4




One Down..
Ivan trying revenge
Chien acting GANGSTER..



Look at the Ivan expression
Joyful
Hope some1 can carry me like this
where is Hercules

Lastly, Jw knockout

haha.. gt more pics bt cant share it here..
line slow hard to upload
THIS NIGHT really special
and unforgettable
hope more is coming between us
******WISHES*******
My beloved friends
Take care
Live happily
All the best in life
******CheerS******