Surprise

Haha, sense of achievement i felt after organized Interaction Day 2011 for marketing society..

the time is the limit, less that 1 week to settle everything.. and my team and i capable of making it a success and it happen without even postpone it.. the only failure of this event is that i actually exceed my budget even with the sponsors. however, i don't mind making bit loses because we do provide the best thing that we can give them =)

a credit to my organizing committees for sacrificing themselves and lots of efforts had poured in..

don't care which department they in charge, we just do everything together..

from some perspective we might not as effective and efficiency but the experience and feeling we gained is totally special and different..

after that event, feedback from participants is really great, there is nothing but a smile looking at those satisfaction from participants and they compliments. Without them my event can be a failure, without my helpers there isn't any great atmosphere because they are really joker and make right feelings to the participants at right time..

Don't know how to express my thanks to my team..

but really appreciate things they done =D

THUMBS UP!!!!!!!!!!

now i gonna focus back on my EXCO, guess gonna push them a bit else i will be disappointing my seniors who pass the club to me with great hopes..

Sickening period

Can't denied that i m seriously emo the whole day..

don't know why i ended up like this..

emo not because of guilt but a behavior of one person..

maybe i m over sensitive or i m always type of person who can't really stand with people i dislike but maybe this time is crossing the limits....

gotta tell you this,

you could influence one person

you could tell the world different story

you could make ones dislike me

you could carry on with your life

you could cheat yourself

end of the day, people will find out and you will still be the loser

i had figure it out, why should i keep bothered by you

i will live with my head held high

i should be the kind one.. and now i will trying to be that kind one

my life would be better... and happier

so just fuck yourself man.. you are too childish

now i start to pity your life and your world.. one day i will fucking laugh at you

the moment you realize you mistakes, everything is too late..

i m so sorry to said that... but thats reality la..

you can't face and handle the world with ur low EQ

but maybe is true la.. you have the $$, u are rich..

but no 1 wealth could pass through 3 generation

because of ur existence, i found i have more sins than ever..

keep cursing and etcs...

hope today onwards i will start change this..

a promise to myself... because i m living better than you

lies cant last forever.. people will seek for the truth and you will be fucked up by then

if one day physical solution is a necessity then i will gonna go for it..

win or lose does not matter... =D with the dignity i lose, with the sorrow you won

haha..

i always admire people have a great team and etc..

but now i realized my team is not bad actually and could work hand to hand happily

we can't be the excel one, but the memory we had when working on the same things..

sweating it out and sharing the achievement.. thats our prizes in life..

hope you all are with me for now and future..

i really do appreciate your help..

just response from people are low.. maybe is their prob but also some is our own problems

God knows.. but i am really disappointed by my course mates.. =D

some even ask me stupid questions and some giving me stupid comments..

but i am fine wth it.. life goes on.. i wont stop because of you guys..

i will move on.. failure or success i still need to get it over..

after expressing my feeling on facebook and enjoy some blackjack,in between with friends.. last and not least going to lake to chill out..

i m fine now, will take on upcoming thing..

I M BACK =D

no more cursing...

New Semester Y2S3

Start this semester with a totally different environment..

haha.. a different environment because i am currently safe from sound pollution and my high blood pressure could be lower because now i gonna have less interaction with one of my housemate...

things goes wrong without anyone realizing it guess it is not my prob..

so, i come out a conclusion, he plan to have a cool style... "Bang Kool"

however, one thing that keep annoy me is gotta c his fucking face everyday..

the emotion whereby no one in the world could beat him

"gou hei" darker than the black( im nt being racist here*description)

sickening when see him, like the whole world owe him ( chinese direct translation)

if this continue, i dont know how to overcome it.. just feel like punching the damn face..

haha.. emo sial... =D

this 1st week of semester is the busiest week i ever got in my life...

with all my time used on classes and most importantly events..

really thankful to my housemates giving me a hand at this time and others who help up as well..

to be able finish a great work in a limited time..

staying in uni till 3 am, feeding mosquito because partly of the block is no light..

rushing the decoration to finish in time..

a brand new eexperience for me and it is a sweet bitter memory..

but satisfaction are there, whenever look at the board... a smile is good enough

the pleasure u felt which cant be describe by words..

it is just awesome.. response from event might be low and bad..

but we do what we can.. that all it need...

positive ways of looking things..

really beh tahan my coursemates..

last time is geek.. now is bastard who just know talk nonsense..

another word... retarded o useless junk..

can't have patience with them anymore...

complain and complain.. commitment is zero...comment and comment

they should learn how to shut up because they dont have the right to talk..

you can talk when you could do things better than me and my teams.. else..

don't even comment, a punch might fly out anytime..

haha, last holiday i almost got fight during basketball with other fellow..

even after his apology i still screw him like shit..

haha, agains a fellow taller and bigger size than me..

guess that time i serious mad d.. =D because logically i will lost the fight

2011

My holidays gonna end soon and there goes a new semester for me..

looking back it almost 2 years since the 1st day i came here..

time really flies and really hope i could graduate in a glance..

haha.. human are always kek sui 1..

when u studying, u feel like working

when u working, u feel like back to studying

haha.. this is human nature... but i do hope graduate fast so parents could retired and stay away from the coffee shop and start having vacation and relax..

come to think of it, they almost 29 years never take flight for vacation d..

because of these 4 children.. haha.. but guess soon will be the time d.

so, hope they will always fine and healthy =)

this is the longest holidays i have in my calender is like almost 3 weeks

haha, cant be blame.. UTAR = Uni Tak Ada Rehat...

surprisingly this holidays there is no outing with frens to anywhere..

all are under budget constraints.. and not to mention some frens beg oso dun wanna come out

with all the excuses in the world, but when others ask them out, then they would be there..

haha, can't denied that girls actually have the power to pull the guys out frm their house..

kind of disappointed with them, anyhow life goes on i can do other thing instead..

this is very much the fact of life.. FRIENDs ... next complicated stuffs after human body

however, i still manage to meet up with my primary frens and some high school frens

but most of the time i will be in the coffee shop lepak with my dad because no kaki to go out..

this 2011 new year i also celebrating it differently because i m actually working as a part timer on that day.. a totally different job scope this time.. stage coordinator.. that day got real close to the MC and performers and the MC even treat me BEERS.. a nice person and nice to work with though i m the one who just assisting him.. haha, A new year countdown event really a brand new stuffs for me.. that day i also impress with myself.. my performance =D haha.. and break record by not having food for 17 hours.. too busy with the preparation and etc.. haha.. crazy night..after the event 2 hours i went to JB for cousin wedding and before attend the wedding at night.. i even tracel to SG just for the Genting casino for 1 hour then come back..

really a combo and after the new year event my leg muscle pain like hell for 2 days..

i also kind of surprise with myself when i so eager to play basketball

1st time i get this feeling after so long.. after high school

the feeling is superb lor.. ahha the first day really kek sui.. my shooting position really gone d.. lol.. hand oso cant follow through.. then only realized how long i never touch basketball..

running around the court is damn tiring with so much fats and dun mention about jumping XD

ahaha.. one day was having marathon.. 4.30 pm to 7.30 pm then 9.30pm to 12 am..

that day my leg really felt the presurre.. at night i could felt the pain.. the old injuries making my leg so pain n weak.. then i decide to rest d.. because the joint like loose d.. dare not continue the extreme game.. but because of the marathon i meet back lots of old basketball frens.. those hi bye fren.. 7-8 years never c them d.. now saw them back.. haha.. still the same faces =D

somehow still felt happy because of this

this semester results also released earlier than expected and surprisingly there is no delay and server down cases.. everything just too smooth.. hard to believe this..

when i clink into that page, i m not focusing on my main paperz but the lan subjects.. and especially Japanese and thank God i pass it.. is kind of unbelieveable.. but really glad to c it because repeating it is a cost and failing it is like so stupid. so.. yea i m happy with it..

as usual, main papers i nver put high expectation and nvr wanted to.. basically there is no aim at all.. bec i aint the A type students.. but chances of being F students oso possible.. so.. average would be best for me.. and yea B n B- just like otehr subjects.. so.. candicacy to continue.. XD

last year there is a venture capitalist came in UTAR and provide the opportunities for students to run a company and evven do a startup... this is really a good opportunity for us as the students but i keep wonder is there such a great thing would happen to me.. and what r the cost of it.. because there is no free lunch in this world, the VC can actually employ few employees for running the company.. why US? i keep thinking and wonder and could not get the ans.. n my dad nt really support me in this.. so guess i shall pull out from it d .. lets c how this gonna ended by otehr studentsl.. wish them all the best..