Disappointment

just screw two midterms badly..

normally when i screw up something i am not so stressful

but now i am.. why i am turning to be like this.

and finally i realized the effects of CARELESS..

one moment i was laughing how easy was the paper

then walk out and discuss with frens..

Zzzzzzzzz... next thing i know, careless mistakes lead me to the graveyard.

another paper is make to fail me as well

headache and feels like giving up

hate this life man, feel so dumb and slow..

the day after tomorrow will gonna have another test, then next day test again.

wonderful, it just not gonna stop, not even need mention the assignment due just aroundd the corner..

haha... what a life man..

now, chinese new year is OVER>.

get back now... the lost soulzz...

time to awake.. lots work waiting for you to complete..

parents will never understand my feelings,

they just say i am not working hard enough

but sometimes when i really work hard i ended with nothing

staying at library to find a good reference book, ended with nothing

rubbish lecturers and tutors teaching me shitz....

exam answer shitz then i DIE..

i have disappoint you all, but i hoping for an improvement

hoping something could really save me

so, should i keep my hope alive to walk on..

lets see whats gonna happen for tuesday and wednesday

for now trying put a =)