Story about photos below XD

haha..
at last before leaving high school, pbsm win during sports day...
Most people see my pbsm photos will be laughing, how great is this, just a piala pusingan, furthermore, just in school.. this achievement for them is nothing.. But, for me it is very important... these is what i have during high school..
when i was form 1, i join kawad already, under Bernice and Eric..
haha, that year we also won the PIALA, everyone is so happy about that, but when form 2,3,4 i lost to KRS which is our main competitors.. these 3 years, i have been suffer, and let them action, having hard time, when we lost, they wave their flag in front of me while i cleaning the BILIK RAWATAN, tears running down, without anyone realized.. and my teacher, Pn Hashimah beside us, console us, telling us that we are the best, she even bought a cake for us when i form 2, year she left the school, that day.. she even cry with us.. so touching.. that MY TEACHER ADVISER...
ahah.. so form 5 i set my target, want to beat them... get back the piala pusingan..
putting lots of efforts, and being serious all the while... recruiting juniors is hard for me.. January 2nd week, starting go around the school to get members, by 2 weeks i got 90 new members, soon we started training during Saturday.. after 1 month, left 30.. That time i appreciate the seniors help in guiding the juniors, just i did not mention, do not know the way to tell them, because sports day getting nearer. Senior photos shown below...so do teh juniors. During the training sections, i always FIERCE, STRICT, even senior i also did scold, because at this time, i thinking about winning only, so serious is the way to achieve my GOAL... i had scolded one of the senior until he went back class with anger. then his classmates go back class advised him. though he enter the kawad with me during form1, but i just dont want people ruin my Goal at that stime.. so I became a BAD GUY.
Finally,
Sport Day is here, 1st April 2006
Everyone looks smart with full uniform, and behave seriously.
we kawad in the field, and perform formation.. n kawad out from field..
some people say is good, some say like shitz..
when announcing the results, we all sat together as a team.. and...
AT LAST i won it..
the feeling is so great... ^^ KRS LOST ^^
i know all the hard work is worth.we celebrate in canteen...

One year later, a X pbsm member who is a previous commander back and c me, we have talks..
he sound me for scolding THE senior who join kawad with me when i was form1(guy i mention frm above), saying I HAVE NO RIGHTS... MY ACTIONS IS WRONG. Sigh, who can understand my feelings, him and i have some argument.. and he say IF HE IS THE COMMANDER HE WILL WIN TOO.. this phrase make me unhappy, form 3 he lead and we lost, 2 years later come from no where and telling me this. Hate it..
he should know something
HOW HARD TO RECRUIT NEW MEMBERS which start from nothing
HAVING 50 PLUS MEMBERS KAWAD TOGETHER
THINKING OWN FORMATION
SPENDING TIME IN TRAINING
MAKING EFFORT GIVE OUT FORMS FOR EVERY TRAINING
CONFLICT WITH TEACHERS
HUNGER FOR A WIN
IF... IF... everything IF.. sigh
PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU COMMENT ABOUT ME, AND WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING AND DO NOTHING, DON'T TALK LOUD!!!
that year is so important for me.. i arent pendendam just that the phrases hurt me... next day, i send e-mail to most seniors, my apologies email, only some reply which i appreciate.. they told me i done no mistakes, there is no need to apologize.
This X commander used to be my best friend last time.. due to my mistake during form 3, so i think nw just a normal friend. Words from him really make a scar in me, that why until today, i still cannot forget what he say, comments about my action..

hahh, EVERYTHING PAST d, however, i really want to thanks all the PBSM MEMBERS, supporting me without quiting, U ALL are people who make My GOAL came TRUE..
that year, we are famous among teachers, and any school celebration, we will perform in school..
so the life goes on........

THANK YOU.....