Friday, July 23, 2010

Satisfied

i seriously can't believe i addicted to Online Game..
Atlantica Online, haha, but maybe it is just short term, but who knows
with everyone in my house crazy over Maple Story and i alone playing AO online
lets see how =)
but Dota still a necessity for me though just a moderate player but who give a damn

just have a feel of basketball back few days,
damn the feeling is awesome
when in high school, i can't live without basketball
but when comes to university, just stop playing and start coaching
and come to Kampar, stop coaching and playing
coaching because Kampar don't have schools need a coach and i ain't popular
playing mainly because of the weight gained
looking back last time pics, i seriously gonna admit how much i gain..
25kg for 4 years craps..
with added weight, running and jumping become a tiring actions for me
that why i stop playing since could not perform as expected(ordinary player)
eating extra calories and fats granted me 6 layers of fats and with no neck =)
haha, just hope from this week onwards, every wednesday night could play basketball

back to study, having two midterms, later and tomorrow
kind hates when you memorize 101 things and just 5 comes out
so, basically, it is just unfair.. but too bad, it the system
just now was studying a text book about operation management
dunno why, it is kind interesting
theories and facts make me wanna know more, but comes to calculation
there goes my nightmare, and this test more on calculation DAMN
but i know i really happy with stuffs i study now..
marketing.. erm, i love it and engineering i hope last time could done better
but LIFE and REALITY is always painful,
can't study engineering is because laziness and bad fundamental
and i can't turn back but just keep move forward
so, hoping for good things happen and it had passed
just could end 2008-2009 with a sigh


time will tells

haha, gotta admit how real is this phrase..
*TIME WILL TELLS*
as time passed, you will know more about them
knowing the positive stuffs is a good sign,
however if it is negative stuffs, he or she will become only more annoying
attitudes always a problem
arrogant always a sickening moment
there are so much more
human are full with different types of attitudes and behaviors which most are not pleased
and i hate when is happening to me..
i would start dislike or even ignore them
i would say no one is perfect maybe sometimes i might be that person to you
however you could control it and try put down some ego and just listen
with excuses you trying to made
with reasons which not so real or even fake
with a stupid ideology
come on, get a life
this is driving me crazy.. argh..

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Unexpected visitors

yea, now i having a dog in my hostel, dunno which bastards throw it to my house, this is a male dog, types dunno what but is like shitzhu mix wif beijing dog, basically i don't know what the hell izit also. Don't know i should consider my house lucky or unlucky, first, we try get the dog's owner, but ended we failed and maybe the dog's owner never try look for the missing dog again..

sigh, this dog is really sucking my $$, already paid RM30 for it after divided among housemates..
and NOW here comes the disaster, shit all over, and pees all over... damn, worst of all, the floor become kind of geli and the air full with dog smell.. i live on ground floor, so basically once i open my door, then STRIKE... my nose... ARgh.. disgusting... i had clean its shit and pees 4 times d...

time to get a pair of slipper for indoor and suggesting putting the dog outside to save trouble.. it is also unhygienic when we need to eat in the living room itself.. craps.. i prefer ciplak dog, can watch door and big size don't have to treat it like master..

Best solution ---> "sell the dog" get back the $$
or
keep it outside, save ourselves

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Unacceptable

why would you give me those types of attitude, come on, have any problems with it just come straight to me and thinks ways to figure out, don;t give me those fucking looks and stares...

i always do trying to help you guys not to say i am generous but just wanna help, but if you all don't put in more efforts and everything is depends on me, i would feel stress and ended up being emotional and etc, don't blame me on that.. is everyone responsibilities in doing assignments or even works together..

lecturer, screwed you!! you are giving aways marks too easy for class participation.. those bastards give wrong answers you still give them marks?? even those which are not rational??
when a lecturer ask a question,
a guy hands up, "sir, i dunno the ans" there it goes,1 mark for him
come on, what the hell is this?
and what do surprise me is we had a group task on How would you deal when you met Bootlicker in workplace...
those genius give answer of BEING ANOTHER BOOTLICKER whereby satisfied their needs and wants.. OH MY GOD... can't even interpret the question properly.. and now i stuck with having 1 marks because lazy to hands up and compete with those idiots

you can think everything you want and say everything you want, but bear in mind who the person you talking with... being too proud on yourself will never works and fall the next moment without realizing it.. so, you choose the person you gonna become and the life you have.. when you thought you had everything, but the end you actually have nothing, so, at the end of the day, you will be sitting there and start thinking, what do i have and where are those people who i had..

can people just stop doing things for the sake of doing and start doing for the sake of other purposes which will give you better values, people might have different perceptions on value but i guess something which would help you in future would value most than other stuffs

i still don't agree on GOOD GRADES = GOOD FUTURE, and in every fields ONE will be Success with their EFFORTS, SKILLS, TALENT, GK and COMMUNICATIONS... why judge people with what fields they in or even they results, again does academic results really tell you a success of a person, i don't deny study is important, but as long they are doing their responsibility without fail to graduate YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE OR EVEN LOOK DOWN AT THEM, 1st who the hell are you, so even if you are teacher and you from that field these don't give you rights to say about me or others,if you are so great you won't be a teacher and use your EKONOMI ASAS to be success in the society, and ask your students don't have to study for that subjects anymore, because this is a subject which don't require revision and etc.. everything is BULLSHIT from you, all you know is comment like an idiots..

one thing i learn from today talks is that
when UTAR students are all complaining about the facilities, lecturers, services and etc,
one thing that you must always remember is UTAR is serving the community, and its really help your parents save lots of money and reduce the burden because your fees are cheaper compares to the others, think behalf of your parents.... if you could not weight it then you better withdraw and go a better place whereas your parents could pay else just stick with it......