Voices from MY HEART to CERTAIN USJ 12 teachers

1)recently, i meet with some SMK USJ 12 teachers,
so i talked with them
however, some bad memories seem occurs when i SAW HER, AND HER(teachers which i ****)
1st thing i found out is ONE of MY Ex-club room was taken BY force from an idiot teacher..
cant mention her name here. That room used to belong to CLUB PENCINTA ALAM, because Pn YEK find the sponsor from some company, and contract is we have to sell recycling stuffs to their company. So, that is the deals. Efforts Pn Yek put in, making calls, all gone just BEC HER...
sigh... Now, Pn yek is sad and feel disrespectful.
i wish i can help, too bad, i isnt in that school anymore, and that club lack of support after my badge left.
this room juz made from plywoods but it cost us 500-700.
juz a simple room whcih could built under any staircase.
it used to kept recycling items.
when my times, it still organised...after then $%^&*()
however, action from THIS INRESSPONSIBLE TEACHER cant be forgive
she dont think of the consequnces, just take things for granted.
SHE could say we never make use of the room, then she want it use for other purpose..
however, why dont she THINK of REVIVE the room
-collecting recycling thing
-encourage students to recycle
-lauch campaign
show love for the nature...
all these things is what she MUST DO, since her POST IS HIGH..
USJ 12 can win 3K..
i dont think by encouraging students to recycle and make recycling campaign a success is so hard for them..
using excuses to dissallowed the campaign
not voluntalary support it..
really sucks lo..
anyway, FEEL LIKE GOING BCK AND TALK TO HER, TELL HER ACTION IS WRONG!!!
dont think it will works..
zzz

2) there is once i argue with a teacher regarding name tag..it sound stupid, but it cause me lots trouble keep enetring BBI( if u were a student of smk usj 12 then u will understand). i lost my student card, so i had ordered name tags, she unwilling to give me recepit TO SHOW THE PREFECT. every morning i JUZ GO BBI AUTOMATICALLY... WHAT THE HELL lor..
so, the diciplin teacher, Pn yong wrote notes for me and pass to THAT TEACHER WHO IN CHARGE OF NAME TAG... ended up i GET SCREW... zzz making situation worst
she said:"I SAID NO RECEIPT THEN NO RECEIPT, U GET CAUGHT BY PREFECT IS UR PROBLEMS. DONT FIND OTHER TEACHER< IT WONT HELP. I WONT GIVE".
sigh... even a notes show i had order also cant.....
then i walked by class.. during chinese period, my chinese teacher, PN ONG ask me apologise to her. I TOTALLY STUNNED.
WHY I SHOULD APOLOGISE. KOPERASI DOING BUSINESS. HOW HARD TO WRITE A RECEIPT OR PROVE FOR ME so I NOT NEED GO BBI THAT OFTEN...
so i listened to Pn ong and rest time i find THAT TECHER apologise...
then guess what she said?
"THIS TIME I FORGIVE U. YOU REALLY DONT HAVE PARENTS TO TEACH YOU."
what the fuck is this man..
she dont know what she talking.
i just keep my head down
because i realised something
U NVR WIN AGAINST TEACHER!!
so i just walked away..
nowadays, when back usj 12 help, i see her very often..
just hide the hatred and put a smile..
dont know how long my patience last..
now i no longer a students so i can actually scold her back!! haha.. wanted to do it so much.
(planning)

3. mutual respect???
i greet every teachers i meet, but there is one teacher when you greet her, she act like you didnt exists. what is this lor...
if you didnt greet, she say you are rude.
come on, SOMEONE NEED TEACH THESE TEACHERS LESSON SO THEY LEARN!!!
if you keep with this attitude, how student approach you...
how hard to be friendly...
i know teacher and students must keep distance so the status will be clear.
however, even u r friendly i dont think students wont respect you lo
just everything depends on how u handle things, k?
wake upla.


4. i always wonder, actually how many tecahers their ambition is to become teaher? and how many of them have no choice and become teacher... i think these make lot of differences lor..
the real teacher wont give up on HIS OR HER students..
teachers are giving hopes to students
guide them to success
work hard to lead them without complaints
love their students...
these values i can felt during my primary schools..
all the tecahers are so nice, they know u weak they will spent more time guiding you, leading you. but i lost that feeling since secondary, and only found fews teachers who are GOOD.
i know for some secondary teachers.. the past make them the person today..
maybe too much dissapointment
lost their faith and trust
but every students will change...
old badge go, new badge come in..
but problems ocuurs when new badge come in..
mayb that time u r despair... then not willing to give them love and helps to students..
zzz
since primary i feel thankful to all my teachers, but secondary i prefer pick some which
I RESPECT to remember and feel thankful to.

THINGS i DO during 3 MOnTHS BREAkz...

OCt- DEC 2008
i work in GDEX, a delivery company after denied the KFC work because need cut hair and lots bullshits..
GDex, what can i say..
my working hours is 7pm to 11 pm..
and i dont think u could imagine what i do there...
*i m the only chinese in the warehouse*
*i m the 1st Chinese Worker at there*
mean i kind rare there
actually i jUST another kuli.
lol.

YEAR ONE SEM 2

here it goes again..
Zzzz
UNIVERSITY LIFE...
UTAR..
sigh..
meet back my course mate.
go back to reality whereas FAILURE continue HAUNT me...
kind of regret for not studying hard enough... ended failing 2 subjects..
so now, try promise myself try do some revision weekly rather than last minutes..
really feel bad to disappoint my parents and siblings.
however, i take this semester to prove something..
FAILED--->I M TOO STUPID FOR THE COURSE
PASS------> STILL GOT HOPE
haha..
3 months holidays just passed..
so wish me LUCK for my new semester BA.
hahaa

Another stupid day..

woke up at 10am.. go interview in KFC
haha... damn suck lor..
ask me to cut shorter hair, no sideburns, and etc..
sumore need start register for EPF.. wth... juz a part-time
sighh..
however, dun tink gonna work there d..
people who wanna eat kfc,
see my size also get freak out liao..
it seem need to find other job..
stpd manager

ZZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzz

form 5--->70 kg
foundation-->85kg
degree------->93kg
LOL.. gaining LOTS weights..
sigh... everyday at home get NGAM>.....
in shop.. customerZzz so busybody
COMPLAINE TO MY MOM.. -->
WAAaa UR SON SO HUGE
OMG... UR SON GONNA HAVE ILLNESS
GO MEDICAL CHECKUP..
all sort of things come up.
i oso hate this size lo.. trying lose weight as well
however, leg still hurt.. how to jog n etcs..
going mad soon, wif all complaints..
cant even have a meal happily
nw eat anything also get scold..
haihz...

FUCK UP LIFE

Sigh....
what can i say
juz failed 2 subject in my degree year 1 sem 1
i m dam fucking useless la..
feel so guilty for nt stdying well enuf n suM idiot lecturer...
duno why always get lecturer who duno hw to teach o approachable for students..
hav to face the 2 subjects again next year..
really duno how d..
thinking ways to DIE ..
haihz..

Foundation in UTAR 2007

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Friends in UTAR PJ

sigh.. foundation 2007/2008 had end.. just make new friends for one year, then all proceed to degree, some go KAMPAR campus, some sty i PJ campus while myself move to SETAPAK campus. the pictures of brothers are my closes friends. surprise right, most are indian.. they really nice fellow..
XD
kind of miss them, because some of them need to repeat or resit certain subject.. sigh.. in degree so lonely without them. Degree really a different place whereas everyone is so serious in study, those playful people duno die where already.. kind of stressful surrounded by them.. a joyful year of foundation came to an end... miss that time.. hanging out with my bROTHERS.. we are the people who
PLAY 1st
STUDY 2nd
when every1 do assignment, we will in MIDVALLEY, playing fussball, pool n MOVIES
when every1 start eenjoy, then you will see us rushing the assignment getting stress already
so our life totally diff with others...
this group also famous among lecturer, not because we are smart, actually is another way.. too naughty til lecturer gossip about us .. SWT.. we can say d BLACKLISTED>..
WHO WILL ALWAYS GO LATE TO CLASS??
WHO WONT DO TUTORIAL??
WHO PLY CSS IN COMPUtER LAB??
WHO DARE PLAY IN THE LAB??
EXAM SCORE THE $%^&*((*&^%$ ARE WHO??
WHO ALWAYS VANDALISM??
LECTURE CLASS 2 HOURS, GO IN 20 MIN, SKIP THE REST??

there is no full stop for what we done..
haha
so fun..most of them are frm TD 11.. only i alone from TD 12. but we still can mix around and become close fren.. we are playful, however we still study !! During exam week sure STUDY 1st already.. when having mid-term exam, they will hang in my hostel, do some group study, that time we stuck as many info as we can, seem that my last minute still didnt change since form 5.. HAHA
wat to do....
that why now in degree suffering already.
need work harder.. but still dont have the determination to work hard.. sigh
dunno how ...
nw juz wait next year January when my GANG come from PJ.. then start the fun..
bt this time our style will change form
STUDY 1st
PLAY 2nd
n most importantly, we no longer will hang around in MIDVALLEY, BUT KLCC .. lol

2006... 5 Visto

hhaha..
In 5 Visto, i think ivan, yee chien , jiun wen n me get stuck...
lol... we are in our own world like that.. seldom mix with other classmate, so sad. XD
we are always talkative, that why school academic like shit... nt even need to mention ABT coming spm....
TALK......... PLAY...........
however, somehow after TRIAL, we start revise and always hang in usj 9 LIBRARY together..
4 person 1 heart!!
trying give everything we have, forcing those information stuck in our head, n during SPM.. can throw back these information from the head XD to the PAPERS...
eheh.. most our weekend n skipping class spent in the library.. but..
out of 8 hours in library
2 hours will be sleeping there
3 hours spent in ALI BERKAT
1 hour read story book or non-relevant books
2 hour study..
NOt bad right? haha
now think back, kind miss those days.. after SPM sometimes we still hanging out, yumcha..
Ivan now in MMU, so once he is bck to subang, we will go out d
Yee chien stdying in HELP... lol.. taking law.. WUUUt... so u all better bkful when talk to her..
Jiun wen stdying in design in PJ.. near ASIA JAYA.. so, u can find her if need her draw something!! AHHA
i stuck somewhere.. XD

Jiun Wen

Ivan

Yee Chien

Story about photos below XD

haha..
at last before leaving high school, pbsm win during sports day...
Most people see my pbsm photos will be laughing, how great is this, just a piala pusingan, furthermore, just in school.. this achievement for them is nothing.. But, for me it is very important... these is what i have during high school..
when i was form 1, i join kawad already, under Bernice and Eric..
haha, that year we also won the PIALA, everyone is so happy about that, but when form 2,3,4 i lost to KRS which is our main competitors.. these 3 years, i have been suffer, and let them action, having hard time, when we lost, they wave their flag in front of me while i cleaning the BILIK RAWATAN, tears running down, without anyone realized.. and my teacher, Pn Hashimah beside us, console us, telling us that we are the best, she even bought a cake for us when i form 2, year she left the school, that day.. she even cry with us.. so touching.. that MY TEACHER ADVISER...
ahah.. so form 5 i set my target, want to beat them... get back the piala pusingan..
putting lots of efforts, and being serious all the while... recruiting juniors is hard for me.. January 2nd week, starting go around the school to get members, by 2 weeks i got 90 new members, soon we started training during Saturday.. after 1 month, left 30.. That time i appreciate the seniors help in guiding the juniors, just i did not mention, do not know the way to tell them, because sports day getting nearer. Senior photos shown below...so do teh juniors. During the training sections, i always FIERCE, STRICT, even senior i also did scold, because at this time, i thinking about winning only, so serious is the way to achieve my GOAL... i had scolded one of the senior until he went back class with anger. then his classmates go back class advised him. though he enter the kawad with me during form1, but i just dont want people ruin my Goal at that stime.. so I became a BAD GUY.
Finally,
Sport Day is here, 1st April 2006
Everyone looks smart with full uniform, and behave seriously.
we kawad in the field, and perform formation.. n kawad out from field..
some people say is good, some say like shitz..
when announcing the results, we all sat together as a team.. and...
AT LAST i won it..
the feeling is so great... ^^ KRS LOST ^^
i know all the hard work is worth.we celebrate in canteen...

One year later, a X pbsm member who is a previous commander back and c me, we have talks..
he sound me for scolding THE senior who join kawad with me when i was form1(guy i mention frm above), saying I HAVE NO RIGHTS... MY ACTIONS IS WRONG. Sigh, who can understand my feelings, him and i have some argument.. and he say IF HE IS THE COMMANDER HE WILL WIN TOO.. this phrase make me unhappy, form 3 he lead and we lost, 2 years later come from no where and telling me this. Hate it..
he should know something
HOW HARD TO RECRUIT NEW MEMBERS which start from nothing
HAVING 50 PLUS MEMBERS KAWAD TOGETHER
THINKING OWN FORMATION
SPENDING TIME IN TRAINING
MAKING EFFORT GIVE OUT FORMS FOR EVERY TRAINING
CONFLICT WITH TEACHERS
HUNGER FOR A WIN
IF... IF... everything IF.. sigh
PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU COMMENT ABOUT ME, AND WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING AND DO NOTHING, DON'T TALK LOUD!!!
that year is so important for me.. i arent pendendam just that the phrases hurt me... next day, i send e-mail to most seniors, my apologies email, only some reply which i appreciate.. they told me i done no mistakes, there is no need to apologize.
This X commander used to be my best friend last time.. due to my mistake during form 3, so i think nw just a normal friend. Words from him really make a scar in me, that why until today, i still cannot forget what he say, comments about my action..

hahh, EVERYTHING PAST d, however, i really want to thanks all the PBSM MEMBERS, supporting me without quiting, U ALL are people who make My GOAL came TRUE..
that year, we are famous among teachers, and any school celebration, we will perform in school..
so the life goes on........

THANK YOU.....

Year 2006 PBSM of SMK USJ 12

JUARA PIALA PUSINGAN HARI SUKAN SMK USJ 12

photos taken by : KL oi