Never stop...

why do people always find so hard to stay focus on something,

maybe should not use people but me...

haha, should end with a sigh.. just spent my weekend doing nothing

although so much works are on the list but i decided to lye down to day dream, watch drama and listen song.. don't know whats wrong with me but maybe is because the fear in me, dare not look at those tasks which awaits me to accomplish..

therefore, just rotten and wasting time there..

so, yea, week 4 d, there goes all my assignments and midterms should start at a glance,

come on, brain, please work and let me start attacking those tasks.. rather last minutes..

last week just went MOS, first reason is because my frens are back, secondly is my frens birthday,

enjoyment are short and now back to suffer..

1st study

2nd money

3rd too stupid

just hope right now i have a good speaker and BLAST THE MUSIC DAMN LOUD

at least it could inspire me to do something..

Headache

argh, a week off seriously got me kill..

lots of unsettle stuffs and etc.. feel like so far behind... damn

struggling to catch

frens cant updates me on what happen in class because they also didn't attend either..

today attend one tutorial which makes me feel so fucking stupid without knowing answer for a single question, then the kind tutor brain fuck us again.. by saying how the 20% failed that subjects and etc.. one thing i do realized is that the reading materials provided ain't enough for answering questions, and not only one subject, but every of it i am facing the same problems, God please don't tell me i have to go through the text book.. that will be my last choice..

here it goes, the typical CHINESE are back in town...

you could never imagine how desperate are them to get MARKS..

because of the assessment consists of class participation,

the students keep raising hands to answer questions...

looks extremely desperate, you might not believe when u saw the situation..

i just remain silence... feeling SICK of them..

not to say anything,

but if you don't know anything just don't talk

or

if u so gonna talk, plz phrase your sentence properly, don't give shits

suffering for the 2 hours.. HUMAN.. please grow, don't look so desperate

finding hard to accomplish few assignment without transport especially when going to visit multi national company.. wonder if my frens could lend me their cars.. but the answer most probably is a NO.. guess have to figure a way to solve it... now still now ideas yet and not even know those company will allows us in and spend their VALUABLE by explaining the manufacturing process for us.. still UNKNOWN... but soon going get it figure out..

just hope this semester everything will go well, i don't want to ruin anything..

self declared- one week off

new semester just started and on week 2 i already declared a one week off for myself,

so basically, i have 10 days off.. LOL... the main reasons is actually my eldest sister getting engage or something like that la, all i know is they are now legally husband and wife just haven done the wedding ceremony as they need to save $ for that because it is not cheap by the way..

so, SIS, CONGRATULATION!!!!!!!!! more great news, our house got extra one space already( na just joking)

dad taken 2 days off, 1st is the day whereas they register in some government office, then later had lunch in a vegetarian restaurant caused RM300 then up to genting, guess no luck with me, lost my RM100.. Damn... no extra pocket money already..

2nd day we just went shopping and after so long, we had KFC together.. haha, why is eating kfc is like a great event, it is because i can't even recall the last time my family and i having KFC together.. since the big ones are working, my elder sis and i were studying, basically we have no time sitting down together with both parents because their still have a shop to look after..

had my 1st time watching movie with jw and yc.. haha, after forcing them to come, that day is wonderful as everything went smoothly except (1) the service of KENNY ROGERS again(terrible).. i still don't give up on trying KENNY ROGERS in different location... yc and i were persua jw to like KENNY ROGERS but just so happen we FAILED> she still prefer Nando... (2) Old town white coffee Wi-Fi connection, yc house is out of connection and after order drinks and etc only realise the line there is down as well ( bad day for her)

A- team is a great show where i watched with my gf, and again we had KENNY ROGERS..

at last i found the most satisfying KENNY ROGERS!! HAHHA

Naive??

recently there is some people creating a group and call themselves empower, out of curiosity i went and have a look.. it is just a group who trying to demolish or proved that if you supporting them, they will help the students better than the SRC do... they have their objectives and ideology in their page.. mentioning if they were THEM, how they would fight and aids the students.. but, if you see carefully and analyze they are just bunch of people who is so NAIVE.. thought by protesting and etc could solve the problems, they said that students will see HOW THEY SOLVE the existing problems.. but it is just too bad as whoever also can talk as long you know how to twist and etc..

it seem the creator of group is just another talk cock person..

solving problems?? you can kiss my ass then i will trust you

you people are those who want to be famous thats all, setting up groups and etc..

want to be well-known??

if you really do think of helping students, setting up group and talking bad about SRC is unnecessary...

as long you could PROVED with your action, i guess the SRC representatives will step down and let you be it already..

and i was kind surprised with idiots joining their group, they believed in fairy tales?? craps..

people don't require a position or status to help or speak out

you could get the students trust or faith through your action

but if you can't mean you just another bullshit assholes..

LOL...

Mixed emotion

haha, woke up 6 am thought of jogging, ended up with walking and cycling,

*self-convince it is a good start! lol..

today don't have classes, so went Ipoh with few frens..

watch Prince of Persia again.. ZZzz the 2nd time d..

haha, dunno today have the feeling of buying books "Rich Dad,Poor Dad" which recommend by Mr.Wong 3 years ago, so today i gonna buy it.. going few book store to locate it, at last got it, hope i really gain knowledge from this book, so i don't waste my $$.. this book has chinese version as well, at that time i was thinking which to buy.. but at last bought the english version because it is origin in english... hope i will finish the book la =)

argh, money money, always a prob for me, dunno where i spend and how i spend =) it is just never enough..

Bastard hp with so much prob, it just 2 years old and yet it is like 30% die d, dare not ask parents buy a hp for me, as in now their financial also not that good... SIGH... CSL should i buy u for price of RM70?? haha, lets see how things go..

VALUE???? dammit, thought having a great lunch in kenny rogers but ended with disappointment and anger.. NO CLASS SERVICES and served me cold chicken with some layu side dishes.. screw them man, waste my $$ for food like that.. IPOH PARADE's Kenny Rogers SUCK..

end of months full wif bill... 2 streamyx line each 2Mb.. Gas...electrics.. and open house costs which gonna held tomorrow.. ARGH..... today spent RM190......

wallet once empty again.....

I m Back =)

after so many months, nearly forget that i used to express things in here

alright, now currently i glad that i had finished my 1st year in business which could consider a great achievement because i failed do that last year, and yes, 2 more years and i m done, hopefully everything goes well... =)

when i know my frens all are coming bck frm overseas i m so happy, but then once again i m down when heard my another fren is leaving, so basically from end of this year onwards, i going bck subang will lack of something, a kaki to yamcha with me, but this is good for her so i wish her all the best and she will defiantly coming bck with the square hat =) WOOWOWWOwo......

spent my last holidays with my coursemates + housemates, a great trip but pain in $$$$

but however still enjoy it very much though i missed few occasion due to saving costs but with no regret because i do enjoy doing things in my ways..

time just flies, meeting back my coach working part time for him, memories are back.. missed my coaching life, haha.. i m complaining again.. one Saturday i went to basketball court because knowing that my X players having competition, all of them still showing respect to me and address me the proper way this really make me miss them a lots not to mention another school which coach by me in PJ.. these boys are really nice, hope they really moving forwards to their aim and be successful in academic as well..

things which i failed to do during the holidays is never find my X housemates which located in setapak, damn, i missed them, but some of them are graduated and even moved out only left few off them, they giving me an unforgettable experience, the 1 year really meant a lot to me and had left a great impacts to my life... hope to see u guys soon..

on the other hand, i missed the chance to find dai ga jie, dai lou and soo, they are busy with their things so i hope can catch up with them soon, these are my foundation gang which always help me and showing me the value of frens... XD

Disappointment

just screw two midterms badly..

normally when i screw up something i am not so stressful

but now i am.. why i am turning to be like this.

and finally i realized the effects of CARELESS..

one moment i was laughing how easy was the paper

then walk out and discuss with frens..

Zzzzzzzzz... next thing i know, careless mistakes lead me to the graveyard.

another paper is make to fail me as well

headache and feels like giving up

hate this life man, feel so dumb and slow..

the day after tomorrow will gonna have another test, then next day test again.

wonderful, it just not gonna stop, not even need mention the assignment due just aroundd the corner..

haha... what a life man..

now, chinese new year is OVER>.

get back now... the lost soulzz...

time to awake.. lots work waiting for you to complete..

parents will never understand my feelings,

they just say i am not working hard enough

but sometimes when i really work hard i ended with nothing

staying at library to find a good reference book, ended with nothing

rubbish lecturers and tutors teaching me shitz....

exam answer shitz then i DIE..

i have disappoint you all, but i hoping for an improvement

hoping something could really save me

so, should i keep my hope alive to walk on..

lets see whats gonna happen for tuesday and wednesday

for now trying put a =)

GOING MAD

Argh...

time is running up, yeah, i m still doing nothing about it

disappointing semester, expecting a better lecturers and tutors

but it is just not happening, got the worst among all

seriously academic base lecturers are suck, i prefer those from corporate world

sigh.. brain isn't functioning well...

maybe due to chinese new year and the environment.

wonder how am i gonna perform at tomorrow midterms.

tonight will do the last push and see whats gonna happen.

after this gonna rush for 2 assignment 2 midterms and 1 competition,

hope could done it asap and have some space for me to enjoy before continue other midterms.

think before you say anything

getting sick with what u all say,

when i say i don't know mean i REALLY DON'T KNOW

all these while, i was just trying my best for everything

there are luck and etc with me

i am not as good as you think

or even as smart as others.

just an ordinary person who always dagei and do revision when necessary

that is me, believe it or not is up to you

a break

at last, i try to give myself a break...

can't really handle the stress.. so i went cyber and dota for 4 round..

so lucky to won all, and all thanks to my teammates

today the class in university are terrible, cant wait to get it over,

the weather is totally a disaster, can't stop sweating.

Oh my god.. where is Rain God.. Wind God..

i need YOU.. to make here colder..

really dare not look at the calender, because next week onwards are packed wif class replacement, midterms and assignment due.. when think of those, it really make myself no mood, for now just try focus and handle one after another..

again.. YOU please give me strength

brain.. please start working, no time to be wasted

enjoy later.. MAY is the time but not now..

haha