any1 can help me

now i stuck in academics stuffs..

dunno who can i look out for..

finding lecturer isn't the right way since i really kosong wif that subjects

about assignment... i really need helps

but who are there for me.

sigh.. sigh..

hope within this two days i could get the clue of doing

and..

realized, in order to survive in this world, don't depend on others

they only drag you down or you just wasting your time for them

i had wait once for their help, end of the day, i fall the worst

the past taught me... reality is painful

but is my stupidity which lead me to ask for help

so, just blame myself

let me breathe

once reach kampar

assignments, midterms, competition is killing my brain cells.

stressed.... just know i have two midterms in this saturday,

nxt week 2 midterm and 2 assignment due and 1 competition due

fantastic man.. my life..

dunoe could do well in exam o nt.. brain is empty

and i keep asking myself, am my brain still working

after liquor n beer n wines...

brain.. can u hear me ..

haha

shitz, need start working now..

11 days of break

very fast CNY come to an end..

yea, back to kampar after say goodbye to few frens who leaving Malaysia

one gonna c again during June

another will be end of this year

i am all alone again in kampar

bck together wif uni mates

1st time i accompany my gf get her results, and well done

she manage continue 3rd year, and SHE WILL GRADUATE THIS YEAR

this break kind of short as i unable to meet all my frens but only some of them

will try arange to see them in MAY the nxt time i bck subang

this year most of my fren graduating, yet i am still here studying

dunno this is good or bad, however i will try not to delay anymore

not much time left, now is a toughest semester

the final sem which determine my status

can i manage pass the 1st year of degree since i failed to done it before

=)

kind of sad when leaving subang because will gonna miss all my frens

damn... just hope the time will stop at that moment

yes, everyone have to move on, but i just hope could sty longer

met my X players during their training section,

their MSSD just in two weeks time

i still left a great impact in them

just dunno the good one or bad one

but 1 things they still respect me

hope they gonna do well this year, all the best

they made me miss the coaching life and this morning having breakfast with andrew

OMG, i miss basketball, i miss the old me

the time i playing baskteball in TP, USJ 4

training wif my frens for MSSD

all those memories... BASKETBALL..

now, i am too heavy to move and jump..

sigh... hope dont get any fatter frm now onwards

CNY coming

soon i gonna get my ass bck to subang after one month

cant wait to meet my friends, i m just like living in another world after a month in kampar

totally lost contact like that.. haha, maybe due to my stupid connection

really suffering when there are so many things to do but you cant do it

the mood aint right, so i guess after CNY week,

2 assignment 1 business plan for competition 9 midterms

wont even have a break until 27 march 2010

everything just screw up and my new group member is worried

why his group until now not even have the 1st discussion for the assignment

haha, however, forr this one month i played too hard and spent too much

if i dont turn back now.. i will again lost my path,

so allow me enjoy for this 2 weeks and i will push when everything is over and

the real mood is back then i would back on track

hope so =)

Please

there are time when u really need to shut the fuck up

Anyone can explain on this?

frustrated with my hostel line

constantly disconnect and if connected i unable to surf net

things like diagnose your connection never appear but webpage is not available

however, i could use PPS and flash get to download with high speed but interval the line also disconnected but won't so frustrated compare to unable surf net

i cannot find my articles, my assignment are stuck

omg...... dunno how to complain to office

the technician come sure say no problem but indeed there is big prob

any IT pro here?

Just do the talking

I gonna start involve in societies soon

don't know how far could i go

this going to be a new level for me since i left high school

my friend advised me to build my reputation in the society first

so, i just gonna try my best even if failed then let it be

this moment, high school memories again floating in my mind

so many conflicts, misunderstanding, anger, disappointment

any words will do to describe these past but cant forget the joy we had as well

however, until today, i do hope those who are with me enjoyed the achievement we got

my criticizing skill are back once again

a person making things so grand and exaggerate his stuffs

but for me he is just nothing but a big bullshit king

his planning failed at first place so don't convince me from other aspects about him

his first impression to me is good but later i found out he is nothing

he could say anything about others without realize his own stand

how pathetic is that? Unable to foreseen his own club or society but could keep comment about others.

He still have a long way to go, with an immature thinking hard for things to succeed

furthermore, when you are seeking are being famous and well known by doing these

Sorry, it will fail you

it is just like a basketball coach, if being a coach not because of interest but $

then the players will suffered and learn nothing

money do hold important role for a coach as the travelling expenses and etc

but u need a pure heart or interest for doing this job so $ won't influence you

else, every training section you thinking about the $ and ignore the progress of the players

this actually is the fact, i was once a coach and once influenced by the $

go training section because of $ but ended up i realize it is too wrong

i am so lucky being able to pull out myself from this trap

because i love to see my players grow and improve these are the measurement of our efforts

as there are phrase "money is roots of evil"

So, basically, you do everything for the sake of famous or etc

YOU FAIL

headache

Crapz...... time passed so fast, already week 3 now

with 2 assignment and a business plan due on week 7

midterm 1 at week 6 and week 8

other subject will on week 7 and 9 as well

this sem really killing me

money become a issues whereas new books need to purchase, printer ink, photocopy materials and my only transport need to be maintain.. haha, need write a list for my parents just to let them know i aint spending on food but on those necessities, guess they not gonna believe it because my body already answer their question

Chinese New Year is just around the corner

but the feeling a bit awkward because the atmosphere around you does not make you feel like the events is approaching. until now i only manage to feel once with my friends but that also a week ago.

hope this semester my group mates and i will work hard towards all the coursework

and final exam depends on ourselves d.

hopefully i wont screw up this semester. I do know this semester will be the toughest compare to previous semesters, just gonna try my best, hope you will be with me, and YOU will continue blessing me and finally my friends who keep encourage me to continue my journey in university.

How true can this be?

"The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;

after all, you cant go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes,failures and heartaches."

How to make it possible to forget the past when the past make you the person today.

the mistakes, failure and heartaches made an impact in life and its had left scars behind

so, how to get rid of it?

cant it be by carrying the past mistakes, failure and heartaches make you a better person?

just read this from a mail, haha....

there are so many past which gave me heartaches and mistakes i wanna get rid of, but how?

could any1 guide me? but do guide me only you have do it yourself.

talking is just not enough

2010

haha, now i m year one semester 3 d..

if manage to pass this semester i gonna have year two semester one tittle

i feel grateful to pass business finance in the previous semester

not to be holy or anything, but thank God for blessing me

i always know that the God listen to His prayers but u need to put efforts

as we know there isn't free lunch in this world

this semester everything will be tough and lots of written assignment need to be done

by march i need to submit a business plan for competition and the other 5 subjects is killing

however, now still haven start to work on it yet.. everything is blank

just get myself a new laptop though lots of criticize for the brand i purchase

just lets hope it will be ok

1st week itself i feel so frustrated d,

bec the distance frm my house to campus become further

so tiring but the happy part is that my new block is awesome

the air conditioner is very comfortable

2nd, my bastard housemates, i have no idea how they use the electricity and water bill

this month i gotta paid up to RM323 for th rental..

my pocket money gone by half d, really need to sound him.

3rd my RM500 bicycle have some prob after fixed more prob

lucky there are frens to help me out and the conclusion is

change to other bicycle shop for repair hope others have a better profession in it