last day

yesterday i spent my last day in subang again wif my best frens
haha, thx for spending ur time to have dinner and loiter around with me
the feeling of nt going bck kampar is so strong
stoned most of the time again..
recently things just flash back again
about the past and high school life
dammit, how i wish can turn bck the time n sav certain things
nw it become a memories which i nvr wanted them to be occured
bt it juz couldnt go away and get rid of it
people will say" let it go, and live on"
seriously i duno how to do it.
my frens hav been talking to me regarding those matters
but i juz duno how to do it
haha, ivan and i once more talk till 3 am outsd my house juz like the olden days
so much to discuss, so much to say
haha, helping each other to solve problems

Holiday

here goes another end of my semester holidays

days just passes so fast

at a glance only have to get back the study place..

sigh..

certain point, don't feel like going back

but still need continue my studies..

what to do.

just hope i am so drunken and never back to reality

the moment u sober

get past the door

see the world again

see where i stepping on

everything has not change

things still go on routine..

problems are meant for solve and cannot run away from that

what done is done can't get back

mistakes you done

how wrong you are

when u realized how stupid is it

can't save it

Screw Life

Time has come

few more days going back Kampar..

a dead city..

a dead place..

owh man.. hate it when think about it

the journey back from PD keep thinking about it

great things is my hp playing songs "i'm Going Home"

SUckzzz....

now still on my mind..

craps... somebody save me..

dammit..

need to be apart from my loved ones.. and my frens..

Argh... sigh sigh sigh sigh....

stoned... stoned.. stoned..

any song is "if tomorrow never comes"...

wanna listen to it so much

haha

tired when think of that..

2 and half years to go..

ZzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzz

so every few months before holidays end i will keep complaining

^^

Last minute

Again A Plan Done in Last MINUTE

the last plan is planning Jiunwen's birthday

Ivan get so fucking stressed about this plan

guess what time we confirm this trip..

God.. is 2 am and next day got to leave at 9am

cool right.. :)

this trip is to Port Dickson

people might think that is a shit place

but i think all of us enjoy it well..

trips do not become wonderful just because of the location

but it is perfect when things happen during the trip is great

most importantly everyone enjoy it

recall back..

haha.. certain points there are so off about the trip..

In Carrefour, Ivan cannot get Barcardi

In PD, cant get a beach view room...

In PD, Ivan saw a Japanese Restaurant, it was so on

ended up the restaurant ain't serving Japanese food that night

3 of us just Speechless ^^

Ivan and I planning to set up fire like what we do 2 years ago,

our VIP(yee chien) sleeping on the couch, too exhausted

the materials are good, woods are in dry mode unlike last time have a wets one

we reach the beach, find a nice location put down the woods

guess what we saw

There are lighting when u look at the sea looks like storm approaching

and next thing we forget get the marshamalo(duno how to spell) down

"Fire is Gone"
"No marshamalo to bbq"

2 idiots just squad there and chill! haha

get back hotel after half an hour...

Fun stuffs which happen are too much ^^

when we back, VIP is awake... WuuuUT.. watching TV cool..

we grab the drinks and start playing cards game..

losers gonna drink..

then the time a CHAMPION occurs

guess who is that

hhaha

*shy*SHY*

Is me..

lol.. dunno is Champion among losers or the real champion

ahah Gods know

-----halftime----

stand at balcony...

i toking shitz to ivan, and yee chien listening like a good listener

then raging wind come.

OMG, i never experienced this strong wind ever in my life.. no jokes.

the trees bending down..

coconut trees and etc

hear the waves sound at the balcony hitting the shore

the best part is every few minutes, the lighting lit up the whole sea

It is awesome

the beauty of nature...

and we decide went down and feel IT..

crazy and fun..

dunno how to describe

but the wind strong enough to stop Ivan from moving forward.. ahaha

i am not bullshitting ^^

The raging wind continue for hours is seriously great..

in city never experienced things like this

don't know when this will happen again..

want to go through it once more...

love it..

thx Dai ga jie, Dai lou and Soo

3 of you make my foundation life unforgettable

you all just like my brothers and sister

this make me realized something

friendship does not depend on how long u know each other

but is all about how much you appreciate it

i am totally speechless about u all when comes to describing

how good are you all..

remind me the day before i left to Kampar after decided to switch courses

one from Sentosa

one from Kepong

another from Sri Kembangan

come to subang just to meet me and have a dinner with me

that time is seriously so touched..

the wishes is great..

THANK YOU

this holidays we have trips to Klang and Genting

haha.. it was nice and intersting

hope in future we have outing every holidays

Friendship Forever

Exam period

after spent 3 years in UTAR

after taking so many papers

now is time for stress again

the red F which appear at my previous 2 results

what about now..

after changed courses. have things turns right?

the whole study week, so many things to memorise

sick of memorizing but what to do.

the phrase i keep telling myself

"This is the last time i'm gonna read it, and get it through"

"no more.. no more..."

this how i motivate myself..

however, kind sick of some papers whereas the scope is too big

cant be narrow now.. that is serious SHIT!!!!!!

most of my revision i teach some of my fren who needed help

i don't wanna say NO no matter what..

because i dont't want things happen to me last time in Setapak happens to them.

Greedy people who don't really sacrifice for other people

don't deserved to be called fren..

sometimes sacrifice make a lost to urself

but think about you could help somebody

Mandarin have a proverbs

"help people could bring happiness to yourself"

Don't know how many people practices it

how truth it is also..

but seriously i don't have enough time to do revision

after teaching them..

get stressed during that period.

In setapak i was so helpless, everyone just care about themselves

ahaha, what to do.. different people have different principle in life.

Now i know these things

so is good to teach them since time are limited cannot consult lecturer in time

during exam period i just hanging over fren house, sleep over there

it is kind of funny..

we are always complaining time isn't enough to study

but there is always enough time to play

one day before exam, i still have time to hook up in CC to play DOTA

Crazy huh.. but in good way is way to relax too..

after the exam.. and after got results.. a fren approach me

and say thank you for helping him in study meanwhile motivate him

he just failed one, but he is happy about that

he say he could failed more without my help

just the thank you make my day perfect and nice

after helping people, most important is they know to appreciate

then you are in cloud 9

but if they don't, you cannot use that as excuse to say NO when helping people

some people just need it so much

so help your frens whenever you can

the day i have the maths paper i get so stressed about it

i had failed in Engineering

the weather looks the same like the previous year i having my Maths in KL

so many shitz running through my brain that time

the F F F F F.. am i that stupid?

after that exam.. i too scared.. can't even have a nice meal.

keep telling myself move forward to next paper.

but it just easier say than done.

psychology.. ahaha

two weeks after exam.. results is out

that time i wif two of my best fren and someone in the heart who accompany me go through this stage

cant't imagine the time.. and my GF check the results for me

there is so many suspends from her

but ended up i have a good results..

certain point i am proud of myself

lucky never failed

else.. will again disappoint my parents

3.4 is good. don't ask for more

2nd semester is coming..

so.. prepare for the nest journey

the road is still long for me..

Been a while..

2 months just passed..

never updates my blog for decades also..

kind dead anyway

missed so many things

Sorry Ivan and Carmen..

got nothing for you to read

starting now will start writing again..

just hoping getting my laptop back asap!

Reflect

recently i met few friends
and surprisingly one of them remind me of something
he just like my mirror in the past
reflect about my behavior in the past
and now i finally know
how hard for my friends to bear with my attitude
sigh.. again thx for frens who could bear wif me
keeping the relationship till now
and sorry for those who i had something with u all
=）
This fren really repeating testing my patience
cannot stand his ways of nt accepting the opinions of others
and so many more
so i now
how annoying are people who always think they are right
how to talk to them anymore...
haha...cant believe it..
lucky now i changed a bit to a better one
but still cant b the perfect sometimes i m still like the past
everything hav to depends on situation and how i dealing wif ut
=)

Ordinary

BROKE

oh my god
i m totally broke
with so many birthday going on
today just celebrate 2 friends birthday
1 day 2 cakes
sweats...
in two months time celebrated 4 times of friends birthday
my wallet do hav holes d
nw the holes even bigger
hahha

DIEDIEDIE
over budget again
SHITZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz