MIss it

2 months in Kampar
2 and the half year to go
i already start missing my life in Subang and KL
i miss coaching so much
that is the way left for me to get close to basketball
not to mention about the side income
sigh..
watching players grow
watching them improve
watching badges of players come and go
these things no longer happen in my life
now what happen is just sleep, eat, and study

whenever back subang
can drive around meeting friends
though just two days
but is good enough
weekend always busy with coaching
at night busy yamcha with frens
until have no time left for family
parents dont get to see my face also
hahaha...
here, no matter what u do
once u out from room
u hav to cycle
everything cycle
sometimes just really sick of it
wif the extra hot weather
sigh...
life as a students
and this all hav to blame myself again
for failing my engineering course
wasted 18k for nothing
that why ntg can be complain now
maybe i dont deserved the right to complaine
trying to do well here
lets see the results la

KL housemates
though just living with them one year
the feeling is great
juz like a family with no conflicts and very happening
miss them so so much
no where else can find people like them
caring, lovely and lots more to describe them
hopefully the friendship will last even i left the house d

Girlfriend
so sorry that from each year i moving further away from you
1st year PJ
2nd year KL
nw Kampar
distance really caused us to miss many things
it is hard to maintain
but we still manage to went through it
juz see how the future turns to
we do look like online couple n etc
but facts is we are not
we just dont have the chance
whenever there are chances i try my best to meet with you
bring you around like the past
sorry for unable gving u things like other people do
thx for everyting
accompany me all this while
bear wif my ridiculous attitude
i love you and i miss you

what i hav become?

after tmr presentation i dont think there are any coursework left
just the final is approaching
damn.. need start studying already

recently i dont knw why
juz feel unsatisfactory towards certain people
the ways they behave
the way they talk
the way they do things
the way they treat people
i do know no 1 is perfect
but i cannot bear wif it
if find someone and discuss abt it
people will say i am wrg
if keep insd heart i will feel very uneasy
is that i think too much
or i m the person which hard to get along
I DON'T KNOW

FInal COuntdown

nw d week 10
time passed fast
i d change course for 10 weeks
and final exam is approaching
in another one month
slowly adapting to the life here
so..
how my results going to be..
lets see how things turn out to be like
now..
Am i performing better?
still unknown

bt hopefully i get an answer
An answer to my path
Is this the correct one
Am I on it..
Pursuing what i want

????????????????

One Night

feeling of tonight..
i don't know how to describe
so much troubles and headache went through b4 this happen
countless sms been send around
calls keep spamming
juz to get one thing happen
which is THIS NIGHT
THIS NIGHT specially to celebrate our dear fren Jiun Wen birthday
it was simple and yet memorable
people might wonder how special it can be
but for us
it hidden some meaningful stuffs
seriously have to thank Ivan for His transport and $$
Yee Chien watching movie oso need keep sms
Me ???????????? wat else.. BULLSHIT as usual
this 3 frens are one of those best i had in my high school
leaving me great memories
whenever i m bck to subang
they r people who will hang out wif me
and THIS NIGHT we are again gathered
haha.. it just a short while like 2 to 3 hours
but things really happen throughout this moment
and yeah
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIUN WEN"
after THIS NIGHT
i keep looking back the photos
and start laughing
it just fun when think about it
and it really been a while ever since 4 of us are gathered
for the 2 years we mostly
2 and without 2
3 and without 1
rarely to see 4 together
but THIS NIGHT we manage to make it
after a so called PLANNING which cant even confirm at 11.30pm
now university, we still manage to maintain our friendship
future, hope it will be the same
mayb we r nt the type of close frens sharing every shits wif each other
but as long we hav knw each other well
and when need help juz approach each other
i think is good enough
but if can goes more deep and become buddy
that will be the best
for now just lets see what happen frm now on



CraZY 4




One Down..
Ivan trying revenge
Chien acting GANGSTER..



Look at the Ivan expression
Joyful
Hope some1 can carry me like this
where is Hercules

Lastly, Jw knockout

haha.. gt more pics bt cant share it here..
line slow hard to upload
THIS NIGHT really special
and unforgettable
hope more is coming between us
******WISHES*******
My beloved friends
Take care
Live happily
All the best in life
******CheerS******

HEaVen

after busy for so long

at last manage to have a break

and this break only last for two weeks

two weekends dont hav any mid term to sit

haha

so i bck KL and CLUB

main point actually isnt clubbing

bt is the fun to meet bck my old frens

too bad one of them could nt make it.

haha

tmr and tis sat wil club

i think tis is extreme

bt wat to do

life in kampar

other than bullshit there isnt much

and tis weel expenses will gonna kill me

bus ticket cost me rm 60 d 4 trips

and nw hp line even barred

sigh

haha

totaaly broke

hope could find $$ to afford thursday n sat night ^^

Fuck off

The twins

Sweet

sleeping soundly

-The End-

After 2 years and 5 months
things had ended just at a blink of eyes
can't reach to an agreement
different view
and etc
though all these while trying to be compromise
however, life goes on
so all the best in your life
somehow you deserved someone who are better than me
so the memories will always live
just that in the present is not exists anymore
sorry hurting you
and thousands apologizes
appreciate the time we had in past

A boy

when this boy is 18 and taking pic he will pose like this

when he is 20 he still pose like this
see his style
i just realized when i look back the old album
and i proudly INTRODUCE you this boy IVAN
hopefully after this post he will change his style
haha, nw his heart is Fucking me upside down d
can feel it
haha

Finally

At last, my house get to online already
after suffering a months without it
life without internet
barely could describe by words
just can tell you is totally suck
haha
erm, friends here are awesome
but there are still some are #####
no comment
kind of tired due to daily cycling to campus
actually cycling this ways does not help me loose weights
in fact i m gaining.. haha, because when u cycle
u waste lots energy
and due to FAT body, need consume more foods
so 2 set of meals for lunch and dinner
yeah, pocket will be very pain
need financial planning ^^
there are actually few things making me worried
because every classes there are students who repeat the subjects
mean the percentage of failing is relatively high
fuck man, kind afraid... will i be the one again..
this question always occur in my brain
hope i can pass or even get a better grade here
sigh, transformer 2 out for weeks, and i do not get the chance to watch it
damn sad lor.. there no cinema in Kampar
and the best things is SUNDAY i will have my midterm test
and test on sunday will last for 1 month
Oh MY GOD... monday to saturday gt class then sunday gt exam
TOTALLY SUCK
cant even breathe
assignment are stacking
wonderful group members arent working nor communicate
GREAT man..
haha
however, trying to make it done because there is going to be 3 midterm in 1 week..
haha
by that time may i RIP