希望

好感激你
想谢谢你
你的劝告
让我走出第一步
我再次在此看到
接着走这路的心
不再埋怨
希望
离我近了
三个星期时间
我拼了
努力

害怕

星期三就是我这学期最重要的日子
在大考占有三十八仙的数学小考
妈的
为何我头脑简单
应付不到这科呢
现在坐立都不安
神啊！救救我！
唉！
埋头苦干地做练习
希望有过一半吧

感叹

真不明白
为何人要如此自私呢
自私能带给你什么呢
何不慷慨点让他人快乐
自己也从中获取开心呢
唉！真是的！

为何人现在不再
懂得珍惜
懂得感恩
懂得感激
懂得报恩
基本的人生道理有那么难吗？
唉！失望！

一分耕耘，一分收获
在现实生活里是不成的
再多的耕耘未必有理想的收获
曾经我已经历过也曾被老师指点了
但现在又再次经历了
好无奈

病魔

无话可说了
此刻只想骂粗话
唉，病了整个月了
咳嗽，咳到肺多要飞了
鼻涕，流到比黄河还长
鼻血，优如红包般鲜红
发烧，烧到鸡蛋都会熟
四喜临门
死期就到
哈哈
完蛋了，大考也将至
脑袋空空
病魔与我同伴
看来红字离我不远了
天使在哪？
快帮我干掉那王八病魔
顶它的肺

放下

今天国中老师与我通电话
问我境况如何，我们也谈了许多话题
从中，她叫我开心点，领悟放下的道理
让自己开心，过的充实点，别再想过去
看来她也了解我这没变的缺点
常记着过去的不开心
何不回想过去的开心
原来我思想也不成熟
已两年了，老师还觉得我还是老样子
埋怨；情绪化；悲观；没自信
怎么能给女朋友安全感呢？
或许曾经的阴影给我的回忆太深了
放下的技巧还是未领悟
对不起让她失望了
她再三吩咐晚上想想她的话

好了，想了
学习放下，做个内与外都开心的家伙
希望能唤醒已沉睡的
自信
快乐
理智
稳重
让看不起我的人改观
爱说我不能，我就尽我所能证明你错了
希望我得到我曾得罪的朋友的宽恕
放下不值的包袱
成为一个如老师说的顶天立地的男子汉
忘掉过去
我的承诺
愿我成功

stressFUL

haihz.
so fast already week 7 for my SEMESTER 2
mid term test soon will be started.
stress man.. so worry
another 7 weeks then my final.
omg..
nw BRAIN still blank..
nightmare from FAiling two subjects last semester still floating in my brain
haha..
fail again mean BYEBYE d.
dun wan stdy this course liao.
too stpd ^^

Sick

Omg..
having fever for 2 days d..
suffering...
coughing oso get worst.. is like every min cough.. cough until stomach oso gonna burst..
sleepless night..
pray hard not dengue la..
fucking scare...
blood test n etc.. zz... injection FCUK

Another story frm my foundation

previously i talked about my Indian fren but most of them are from TD 11.
so nw i talk abt BUDDY frm my TD 12.hahafrom left: Dai lou(Kok Thong), Kit Yuan, Ah Soo(Meng Keat),Dai ga jie(Yit Zhen)
During foundation, lecturer do mention, those after form 6 who joined foundation wont be close with those after form 5. Once again, we prove lecturer are wrong. haha.. our group,dai lou n dai ga jie are after form 6, so they are elder than ah soo n me 2 years. Why i say once again lecturer are wrong, because in utar only two race dominate whereas are indian n chinese. In lecture hall, ,the lecturer comment that chinese will always sit wif chinese and indian sit wif indian. So the seperation by groups kind of obvious, that time i dare nt voice out because our indian fren repeating some subject at foundation. Today, 2009, my indian fren all come for degree already, so nw we still the group mixture of 4 indian n 2 chinese. haha.

back to my TD12, each of us have own speciality gua..
dai lou gud in PHYSICS
dai ga jie good in COMP
ah soo good in GRAPH
me .. haha.. gud in scolding n comment
so, i can say the most useless person.. maybe i m useful when come to bullshit
year of foundation, we always sty as group to do assignment. cover each other ass.
we 4 always like seperate wif other classmates.. duno why.. haha
mayb tat the reasons we until today still click together.
remember there is once when we doing 3rd semester of study, i dont have coaching section during weekdays due to palyers's high school exam.
so there is a stpd trip.
monday- we went KAJANG to eat kajang satay after class at 3pm
tuesday- class ended at 12noon, imagine where we go? we went to GENTING, sit at the starbucks and do our webpage design assignment
wednesday- movie and paly pool in MD VALLEY
thursday- we went kepong to AH soo dad shop eat bak kut teh as breakfast
friday- bck home afetr class
tis is the best week of stdy ever in foundation..
everyday full of activities and excitment.
after foundation, dai ga jie plan a trip.. 3 days 2 night to penang
though the expenses can say very HIGH reaching 700 however we enjoyed very much.
our station-->Ipoh(lunch)-->Penang(batu ferringhi)--->Ipoh jusco(buy bbq stuffs)--
>cameron highland--->home
we rent a car frm company near klia which is mitsubishi lancer 1.6
then drove to ipoh find coursemate, hav a nice lunch in ipoh then straight to our destination PENANG.. hotel we stying is BAYVIEW hotel. what caught my attention frm the hotel is middle of the swimming pool there is a bar.. haha vry unique
having few water activity like banana boat. and my dai lou do some shape at the beach to his beloved gf.

dai lou poser

toys museum

toilet for guys

the last day, we plan something extra ordinary, go cameron highland to bbq.. that why we went ipoh jusco to buy 5 stick of bbq stick, arang, planta, honey n etc... at 10pm, dai ga jie drove up to cameron highland. OMG.. it was freezing. we went to tea farm n above tea farm there is camp sites for traveler, bt i prefer go higher so we went all up to the top.. the 1st feeling come to me is very scary... bec nearly 12 am d... no one around there except us...
ahaha.. we faster unpack those foods and start fire to bbq.
at there talk oso gt smoke come out frm ur mouth. so u can imagine the COLDNESS. lol... that time i wanna pee but very scary.. u knwla... mountain gt lots tales.. so i catch ah soo n kok thong pee with me XD kind of smart move... around 3 am.. we bck to kl.

1st trip during degree 1st semester break.. a call frm dai ga jie... lunch in KUALA SELANGOR..
omg... haha.. KUALA SELANGOR IS CONSIDER FAR from my place...
bt since gt people suggest then 4 of us go again...
actually we still gt visit some place there bt i duno wat tat place call. gt BLACK MONKEYS n LIGHT tower. then have coconuts then only go to the chinse village and eat seafood.

dunohow explaine the babe is brown

2nd trip during the semester break.. we went to BUKIT TINGGI.. tat tim juz hav landslide in duno wat bukit antrabangsa at ampang.. whole days juz raining.. tat time we dun concern abt tat case... haha.. juz thinking of enjoy.. u can say us crazy or stupid
ahha
actually, nw i d 20 years old, that day is the 1st time i go bukit tinggi and 1st time go places people call SMALL genting whereas can c the whole kl city gua..
tat particular day, places we went all mountain.. haha nt cold oso become cold due to the rain...
bukit tinggi have 2 village french n japan.. really relaxing n chilling ..

french village


ferari... ^^
Bridge to HEAVEN

JAPANESE vil

last destination SMALL GENTING
lol.. the pics nt clear bec ... using dabian phone paiseh haha
the night scenery very nice, especially when going up the hill.. omg.. haha lots people stop the and watch wif their loves one.. hhaha n do $%^&*()*&^%$ there.. so.. nt advised b there. i took the pics when i eating at a restaurant

My 1st casual shoe

haha..
since high school..
after i have playing basketball as my interest..
all shoes i bought is just basketball shoes.
and the basketball shoes is only shoe i have.
-jungle tracking
-running
-shopping
is like all in one.. one shoe for any events
some people even laugh at me.. wear basketball shoes out
so.. recently i bought a casual shoes..
the price is cheap ^^ and my fren and i bought the same pairs at same time XD
so we have an agreement
before we out make sure dun wear the same shoe
haha

My friend

Day by day
my friends are leaving one by one to overseas to further their study
i stuck here... alone.. sigh..
haha.. i had know Andrew since standard 4. Day after tomorrow he will be leaving to south australia.. lose another friend again..
duno how to express the feelings now..
haha..
this month i believe i almost out everywhere with him..
spend most time with him..
lol, nvr realise we knw each other for 10 years..
OMG.. haha..
anyhow, i found out something again.. about myself..
sigh..
he told me abt the changes in me during form 4 and form 5.
whereas our relationship become nt tat close anymore..
我太自我了
令一些人不爽
我也无奈
我变了是因为环境和职位
我何尝不想快乐过活
和和气气
无压力及烦恼呢
我中学毕业后风风癫癫时
朋友一少一半了
没法子
失取可惜
未来获取就珍惜
i still dono the changes in me make me a better person or a bad person
what is done is done
i have my reasons of changing
there is no much people will understand the situation
however, everything already passed. today i still having him as my fren maybe i should feel grateful.
really wanna THANK him
for bearing wif me
understand my situation
and thousand APOLOGIES if i backstab u or talk bad abt u..
that just my opinion towards u.
hope our friendship will last.
will miss you.
sound gay right.. haha



lol.. pictures of us 3 years bck..
physically i n him hav lots changes..
tis consider our best form
haha

take care my friend..
all the best in life