intern soon

haha.. gonna start a diff semester this time .. is INTERNSHIP..
kind of missing the uni time.. whereby classes at 8 am are meant to skip..
finish class can bck for a nap..
looking at now... wake up early to work and no nap till release frm work

a brand new life...
now can compare study life better o working life better..
hope would not spend so much...
is all abt money again..
if money earn during intern cant afford my own living expenses then duno how to live in future d..

one thing that disappoint is i dun hav a car to drive..
sis had promised me lend her car to me.. but ended wif 000000
bec her timetable is diff wif my bro in law.. therefore they need 2 car
worst, i stayed in office.. mean.. this 3 month... oli weeekend i can go bck..
weekdays cant find my frens ..
kind of wtf lor.. i start my foundation in PJ.. stayed in PJ.. bck during weekends
then, degree in Setapak.. oso bck during weekends... then KAMPAR( dun mind bck on weekend o nt due to distance).. now... here it goes again... how i hope i do have a car.. n free to go anywhere.. lepak around.. do things i like.. sigh....

Don't know why

Some people tend to ignore their own responsibilities and expect people covering for them..
but... what have those kind heart people who reach out for you received??
did you think about that?? what you said which hurt those who helped you..
you are just being selfish and annoying and don't be surprise you will be all alone at the end of the day..
taking advantage over people is not ethical at all and this already live in you..
in reality, yes you could have survive because the world turns because the existence of people like you.. but, think deeply those friends you hurt?? does it worth?? or you never thought them as your fren at all.. today, i really do shame on people like you.. yea, keep walking with you old attitudes and behavior, i had enough from you and don't show me any faces because you don't deserved any right of doing it.. people will turn their back against you soon, we ain't important to u and u ain't important to us either.. so, walk on.. till one day you realized everything is too late because the ego in you got yourself kill..

i had failed people and disappointed people who handed their trust in me.. and i only can blame myself for that.. these days i really tired.. how good if i could just walk away with.. I STOP NOW,I M TIRED.. THIS SHIT ISNT MEANT FOR ME... i could push to another person to handle.. i m totally screwed in financial, frens, events, assignments, midterms and PEOPLE... just one phrase from you, actually i m not committed, out the door you go.. throwing everything for me to handed it.. do you think your are the only person who is tired?? do you think this is correct? i don't sound you and fuck you because i still take you as frens else i would just say YOU R NOTHING AT ALL.. nt good in manage anything because when you do something you will forgone something.. LMAO if u had achieve anything... my advise and opinion towards you is still the same.. lack of management skill and LAZY.. if u r committed, i doubt that.. because uu do it the very wrong way.. fuck it la.. you wont know and you will never know because your belief.. u had fallen once... and the 2nd time and yet nothing change.. i kind of surprised and speechless about you.. anyway.. just keep push around the responsibilities and you will b the best guy ever la..


FTW....

Final Year

Finally, come into my final year... but 1 year = 3 semesters.. still long huh...
results last semester is rather disappointing as i had dropped below 3 pointer and found that 100% exam tips is useless because students turn out to know everything and spoil the graph.. So, i ended up screw everything.. but still okla.. could still live with it LOL..

Last semester holidays never get to hang out or have short trips due to financial constraints and things turn out to be hard to achieve when you don't have your own transport.. however, manage to be a good boy by helping out in parents shop.. kind of surprise with myself because all these while never happen to wake up on time to help up in shop but this time seem fine... here come the new semester and by 1st week itself everything looks tough for me.. and final year thesis.. this time really need work extra hard already hope there is something to keep me motivate and achieve it la.. can't play much already because you fail this FYP you fail ur degree.. a B really will do.. gotta do this FYP with frens who ain't that good but still hope all of us are committed and give the best that all will do for me.. =)

now is the summer break for frens in oversea, is looking forward for them to come back malaysia but friendship do change because they will get into relationship and frens = nothing..
haha, screw it when talk about friendship.. =D because u n i know how many dependable frens are out there for us.. 5 fingers maybe too much.. 1 or 2 will do

失望

又一次感叹身边的朋友
做起事来就是无始无终
我不要求完美但责任感何在
情愿让别人苦闹也不显点心来为大家解囊
两个字失败
很快又一个学期了,看来在金宝也要两年了
再一整就毕业的, 好期待

古人说,人人为我,我为人人, 放屁啦
一个人活的越久,体会到的人生道理就越来越多
你是否与我一样,笑看人生
感叹这种人的存在
看来我们为人须为自己早想了, 别再无谓地付出
给自己伤害

This night

just now have a chance to chat with my basketball players and even got invited to their school basketball team group on facebook... haha, they still address me as coach and look up for me.. could felt the respect they given to me.. even it is 2 years back.. and i no longer their coach..

they remind me how basketball is part of my life last time and the days i could not live without basketball.. sigh.. still love the game but sadly my physical layout doesnot allow me to have fully enjoy the game.. that why i took up the coaching job to stay involve. however, reality is always turns the other way round, i failed my academic and force to move to another state therefore i give up my current part time and my beloved teams.. slowly, basketball just *****missing *****

hahhal.. really miss those days.. =D will looking up for the job again after graduate..

My gf had start working and i found the time we had together really reduced dramatically.. msg we sent and the call time.. haha.. i would tell myself.. " WELCOME TO THE ANOTHER STAGE"

haha.,, what to do, this is life.. so.. every momemt and talk we had together will be precious...

all the best to u ya.. don't get so stress up with your work bec frens and family always by ur side.. and i do proud of you.. how u grow frm the past till now a mature girl..

miss you =D

Just realized

Normally, people would say photos would captured memories and whenever looking at it then flash back occur in your mind.. however, one drawback of this is u gotta look at the photograph and only it starts to remind you..

Now, i found out song also another tools which captured memory.. lots moment in your life would actually recorded within the rhythm of the song... then, you will start to become emotional.. sad, happy, crazy and meaningful moment in life will just pop up in ur brain.. and musics always accompany you whenever and wherever... like you sat in ur car to certain destination, when you doing revision, when you heard that song at certain places..

Songs will never get outdated for me because each of every song provides me different memory in life and it just keep compiling as long the song exists then my memory shall not fade or erased because not possible of doing it.. guess songs impact is bigger than photograph because can't be disposed

listening to song alone and especially those old song will really give me lots of flash backs..

when got free time, doing this would be fine because you wil flashback what you have done in your whole life at least until today..

=D

Liverpool YNWA....

Don't ask me why i support liverpool because even myself also not very sure about it..

maybe it started because my dad run a coffee shop and carlsberg is the main sponsor of liverpool that time and so i got their free jerseys and from there i begin learn about the club and yea now a die hard fans...

the match results really could affect my emotion dramatically...

if they lost a game, the next day i might eventually become moody because of it and no matter what occasion i have, i will also try to follow up every game..

non stop influencing my dad about liverpool till he know every single liverpool players as well..

haha, few days back was watching the europa league.. really emo because no goal it seem till 84th minutes.. n seeing gerrard at the audience seat.. and guess what.. looking the way and expression of Gerrard celebrate the goal scored by Dirt Kuyt really made my day..

the joyful expression and action =D

really hope after i graduate and before gerrard retired i could get a chance to be at The Kop..

dont wanna miss the opportunity to see him in the field and play...

just hope the dream will come true..

time management fail

Really failed in managing my time and recently become so ineffective and inefficient..

will going to have my 1st midterm later in the morning and another one on monday and next one on thursday.. really back-to-back midterms.. not to forget 4 assignments are untouched...

dunno what happen to me just don't have the mood to do the assignment, just feel like keep delay it but the due date is approaching.. wonder how i could actually handle it.. some of the group members expecting me to do the extra works and etc but somehow i really felt tired of these shits..

finding information, making own sentences and submission.. end of the day i dont think i have learnt anything..

dealt with lots different people from different field till i even ask myself,

izit good to be keep optimistic.. because sometimes those people are too optimistic of themselves

they do not let negative thinking affect them which leads to arrogant..

some even try to take others things and perceived as their own..

for instance a proposal which done by my senior and yet to executed..

some people come by and discuss with me the same ideas though he knew i m in charge of that plan and yet he try to take away from me.. i cant denied we are frens and doing events that benefits students is part of our responsibility.. but do consider about the ethics.. and do respect me.. u wanna do it can, just parked the event under us.. thats what i gonna tell u..

New Format that kills

Oh my God, can't believe that 2 of my subjects'mid term would be in FILL IN THE BLANKS FORM..

1 blank for an answer..

normally when essays we just memorise the point but now is fill in the blank does it mean that i gotta know every single word or just the key words that matters..

new to this format and afraid this will got me kill..

can't be optimistic about this and just a week away from the midterms and assignments due

gotta gear up now to chasing things i missed..

alright, start with photocopying notes tmr 1st..

hahaha

Paid for nothing

Kind of disappointed with the syllabus or can say subject provided by UTAR which is compulsory for every students. Wasted minimum of 4 k in these subjects as follow:

Writing for Science and Technology

English language

English for Communication

English for Engineering

English for Business

English for Management

Until now a degree student still studying with whats a noun, verb, adverb and etc...

wasting my time and money in this and language taught in a one way communication

Do they think by putting all these subjects would actually improve a student english standard?

thats totally bullshit..

researchers found that language must learnt in a fun way and through practising

but looking at the syllabus and way the lecturer taught i could just sigh..

hopeless and useless...

Surprise

Haha, sense of achievement i felt after organized Interaction Day 2011 for marketing society..

the time is the limit, less that 1 week to settle everything.. and my team and i capable of making it a success and it happen without even postpone it.. the only failure of this event is that i actually exceed my budget even with the sponsors. however, i don't mind making bit loses because we do provide the best thing that we can give them =)

a credit to my organizing committees for sacrificing themselves and lots of efforts had poured in..

don't care which department they in charge, we just do everything together..

from some perspective we might not as effective and efficiency but the experience and feeling we gained is totally special and different..

after that event, feedback from participants is really great, there is nothing but a smile looking at those satisfaction from participants and they compliments. Without them my event can be a failure, without my helpers there isn't any great atmosphere because they are really joker and make right feelings to the participants at right time..

Don't know how to express my thanks to my team..

but really appreciate things they done =D

THUMBS UP!!!!!!!!!!

now i gonna focus back on my EXCO, guess gonna push them a bit else i will be disappointing my seniors who pass the club to me with great hopes..

Sickening period

Can't denied that i m seriously emo the whole day..

don't know why i ended up like this..

emo not because of guilt but a behavior of one person..

maybe i m over sensitive or i m always type of person who can't really stand with people i dislike but maybe this time is crossing the limits....

gotta tell you this,

you could influence one person

you could tell the world different story

you could make ones dislike me

you could carry on with your life

you could cheat yourself

end of the day, people will find out and you will still be the loser

i had figure it out, why should i keep bothered by you

i will live with my head held high

i should be the kind one.. and now i will trying to be that kind one

my life would be better... and happier

so just fuck yourself man.. you are too childish

now i start to pity your life and your world.. one day i will fucking laugh at you

the moment you realize you mistakes, everything is too late..

i m so sorry to said that... but thats reality la..

you can't face and handle the world with ur low EQ

but maybe is true la.. you have the $$, u are rich..

but no 1 wealth could pass through 3 generation

because of ur existence, i found i have more sins than ever..

keep cursing and etcs...

hope today onwards i will start change this..

a promise to myself... because i m living better than you

lies cant last forever.. people will seek for the truth and you will be fucked up by then

if one day physical solution is a necessity then i will gonna go for it..

win or lose does not matter... =D with the dignity i lose, with the sorrow you won

haha..

i always admire people have a great team and etc..

but now i realized my team is not bad actually and could work hand to hand happily

we can't be the excel one, but the memory we had when working on the same things..

sweating it out and sharing the achievement.. thats our prizes in life..

hope you all are with me for now and future..

i really do appreciate your help..

just response from people are low.. maybe is their prob but also some is our own problems

God knows.. but i am really disappointed by my course mates.. =D

some even ask me stupid questions and some giving me stupid comments..

but i am fine wth it.. life goes on.. i wont stop because of you guys..

i will move on.. failure or success i still need to get it over..

after expressing my feeling on facebook and enjoy some blackjack,in between with friends.. last and not least going to lake to chill out..

i m fine now, will take on upcoming thing..

I M BACK =D

no more cursing...

New Semester Y2S3

Start this semester with a totally different environment..

haha.. a different environment because i am currently safe from sound pollution and my high blood pressure could be lower because now i gonna have less interaction with one of my housemate...

things goes wrong without anyone realizing it guess it is not my prob..

so, i come out a conclusion, he plan to have a cool style... "Bang Kool"

however, one thing that keep annoy me is gotta c his fucking face everyday..

the emotion whereby no one in the world could beat him

"gou hei" darker than the black( im nt being racist here*description)

sickening when see him, like the whole world owe him ( chinese direct translation)

if this continue, i dont know how to overcome it.. just feel like punching the damn face..

haha.. emo sial... =D

this 1st week of semester is the busiest week i ever got in my life...

with all my time used on classes and most importantly events..

really thankful to my housemates giving me a hand at this time and others who help up as well..

to be able finish a great work in a limited time..

staying in uni till 3 am, feeding mosquito because partly of the block is no light..

rushing the decoration to finish in time..

a brand new eexperience for me and it is a sweet bitter memory..

but satisfaction are there, whenever look at the board... a smile is good enough

the pleasure u felt which cant be describe by words..

it is just awesome.. response from event might be low and bad..

but we do what we can.. that all it need...

positive ways of looking things..

really beh tahan my coursemates..

last time is geek.. now is bastard who just know talk nonsense..

another word... retarded o useless junk..

can't have patience with them anymore...

complain and complain.. commitment is zero...comment and comment

they should learn how to shut up because they dont have the right to talk..

you can talk when you could do things better than me and my teams.. else..

don't even comment, a punch might fly out anytime..

haha, last holiday i almost got fight during basketball with other fellow..

even after his apology i still screw him like shit..

haha, agains a fellow taller and bigger size than me..

guess that time i serious mad d.. =D because logically i will lost the fight

2011

My holidays gonna end soon and there goes a new semester for me..

looking back it almost 2 years since the 1st day i came here..

time really flies and really hope i could graduate in a glance..

haha.. human are always kek sui 1..

when u studying, u feel like working

when u working, u feel like back to studying

haha.. this is human nature... but i do hope graduate fast so parents could retired and stay away from the coffee shop and start having vacation and relax..

come to think of it, they almost 29 years never take flight for vacation d..

because of these 4 children.. haha.. but guess soon will be the time d.

so, hope they will always fine and healthy =)

this is the longest holidays i have in my calender is like almost 3 weeks

haha, cant be blame.. UTAR = Uni Tak Ada Rehat...

surprisingly this holidays there is no outing with frens to anywhere..

all are under budget constraints.. and not to mention some frens beg oso dun wanna come out

with all the excuses in the world, but when others ask them out, then they would be there..

haha, can't denied that girls actually have the power to pull the guys out frm their house..

kind of disappointed with them, anyhow life goes on i can do other thing instead..

this is very much the fact of life.. FRIENDs ... next complicated stuffs after human body

however, i still manage to meet up with my primary frens and some high school frens

but most of the time i will be in the coffee shop lepak with my dad because no kaki to go out..

this 2011 new year i also celebrating it differently because i m actually working as a part timer on that day.. a totally different job scope this time.. stage coordinator.. that day got real close to the MC and performers and the MC even treat me BEERS.. a nice person and nice to work with though i m the one who just assisting him.. haha, A new year countdown event really a brand new stuffs for me.. that day i also impress with myself.. my performance =D haha.. and break record by not having food for 17 hours.. too busy with the preparation and etc.. haha.. crazy night..after the event 2 hours i went to JB for cousin wedding and before attend the wedding at night.. i even tracel to SG just for the Genting casino for 1 hour then come back..

really a combo and after the new year event my leg muscle pain like hell for 2 days..

i also kind of surprise with myself when i so eager to play basketball

1st time i get this feeling after so long.. after high school

the feeling is superb lor.. ahha the first day really kek sui.. my shooting position really gone d.. lol.. hand oso cant follow through.. then only realized how long i never touch basketball..

running around the court is damn tiring with so much fats and dun mention about jumping XD

ahaha.. one day was having marathon.. 4.30 pm to 7.30 pm then 9.30pm to 12 am..

that day my leg really felt the presurre.. at night i could felt the pain.. the old injuries making my leg so pain n weak.. then i decide to rest d.. because the joint like loose d.. dare not continue the extreme game.. but because of the marathon i meet back lots of old basketball frens.. those hi bye fren.. 7-8 years never c them d.. now saw them back.. haha.. still the same faces =D

somehow still felt happy because of this

this semester results also released earlier than expected and surprisingly there is no delay and server down cases.. everything just too smooth.. hard to believe this..

when i clink into that page, i m not focusing on my main paperz but the lan subjects.. and especially Japanese and thank God i pass it.. is kind of unbelieveable.. but really glad to c it because repeating it is a cost and failing it is like so stupid. so.. yea i m happy with it..

as usual, main papers i nver put high expectation and nvr wanted to.. basically there is no aim at all.. bec i aint the A type students.. but chances of being F students oso possible.. so.. average would be best for me.. and yea B n B- just like otehr subjects.. so.. candicacy to continue.. XD

last year there is a venture capitalist came in UTAR and provide the opportunities for students to run a company and evven do a startup... this is really a good opportunity for us as the students but i keep wonder is there such a great thing would happen to me.. and what r the cost of it.. because there is no free lunch in this world, the VC can actually employ few employees for running the company.. why US? i keep thinking and wonder and could not get the ans.. n my dad nt really support me in this.. so guess i shall pull out from it d .. lets c how this gonna ended by otehr studentsl.. wish them all the best..

Lesson for today

Don't ever got close with lecturer because it will kill you off one shot..

"Kit Yuan, Don't disappoint me tomorrow" said by Bobby..

lol.. this is enough for me to get damn stress over it..

now itself i keep studying the notes and even text book..

too bad i done badly for my midterm thus leads to a low coursework

which may leads to my 1st grade C for my results..

not really liking it..

sigh, a small mistakes cause my midterm failed..

but again results does not show or prove anything

as long i know whats wrong and make clear about the two different important facts..

3 more papers left and HOLIDAYS.. it will be the longest 1 week for me.

let's enjoy the SUFFERING MOMENTS XD

time flies

Haha, so fast then is another final already..

this could be consider the most unlucky moment for me

as i had fall sick during the study week..

and now i m still coughing, sneezing and sore throat..

this is a COMBO..

restless for so many days and cant really focus for my revision..

i had given myself almost a week break for myself

when others are having their study week, i actually having my own holidays

thought of giving myself some enjoyment and when times come only i do the last push

however, when i back to Kampar i still looks ok but the next day, it kill me off..

straight fall a sick, haha, how am i suppose to do my revision in this situation..

=) but i still try my best, as usual, for me :

study is not about the quantity time you spent but is the quality time you have..

some of them is just stdy for the sake of study

yes, you could spend your whole day looking at books and study and revise just to convince yourself, but how many percent you had absorb and understand for it..

only you yourself know the best.. i m not trying to offence anybody but just my thought of it..

haha.. but i never said that i am top students and i never ever want strive to be the top XD

hahha...

the hols for myself i actually drive a lots compare to usual because gotta attend a prizing ceremony in putajaya.. without realized, i drove around KL and even putrajaya but keep getting LOST with it la.. but getting lost is a good thing because from there you will learnt and in near future u might d know the road well

the prize giving ceremony is a bit disappointing because my team could just amnage get the most dramatic award from the organizers and previously we expected more because the organizer contact my team leader personally.. besides, the winner of the video i dont see any creativity and innovating compare to others video and this is not because i lost only i said that.. therefore, i came out a conclusion.. this is a stupid tournament and cash are pour into this by government but guess again is have corruption therefore the quality and standard of this tournament is low.. and less than expected.

this term again my coursework is lower than i expected guess this semester would be the 1st grade C i get in my examination but i will still try my best to get at least a B- la.. since i had a D which pull me down greatly in my CGPA.. God Bless Me.. haha

during this short break i got a chance to meet with Ivan...

after so long and have a great yamcha section

talk about most of our stuffs and the football team we love XD

Euro Trip and Anfield match hopefully would be a real thing for me before i turned 25

hopefully it is not a dream in future.. counting on it.. XD

Lonely Road

It is two months after Chien left..

my yamcha section is really OVER and OFF for 1 year

the emptiness in Subang..,, sigh

Guess the only one back there is my girlfriend..

Argh.. felt so lonely and no friend can have a heart to heart talk with me anymore..

where is my good listener and Ivan G.. XD

guess everyone else is busy with their life now..

the day we left high school.. all took different path..

and Yea.. no more in contact.. and no topics in common anymore..

Summer could you come back now.. i would like to meet my friends back

though they r just a normal friends but at least can have fun together..

Damn.. i m rotting in Kampar..

and my frens who had wif me for one year and two semester got terminated and left the uni..

so, my academic world left one person and he is one semester behind me..

my graduation would not be as good as others.. but life goes on..

just make it fast and in time so my parents could really retired..

now i really miss home, the two old folks..

hope they are fine... haha, all my siblings are out station..

so, next week i going backk gonna see both of u soon

=) i m not the best child and i come back gives lots trouble to u

but i still wanna back home hahah..

wonder when will this happen

Sigh,just saw somebody comment " that Bastard" again with no regret over what he had done, this i refer back to the one who fight with my another fren.. from the comment i see not a sense of regret and even guilt in him.. dammit.. it has been so long since the 1st time i know him i really hope something happen to him and he could learn before everything is too late for a changes..

to this point, some might think that again i am judging people and i might not have the right to talk about people but just %^&* it..

One who never know what is happening around him

One who always thought he is right

One who will never listen to people

One whose words louder than action

One who will never learnt

One who don't have guilt or sorrow with what he had done

THIS IS DAMN PATHETIC

mark my words, one day and it will really come and at that point

u will regret for everything you had done.. and u will still blame on others

forever you will stand at the same point in life without moving forward

so it is up you... and this really SERVED YOU :D

erm, next, today i realized lots people are really take things for granted

especially university students, i might be one of them la.. =)

just keep blaming parents for forcing you study things you don't like

i know this is chinese culture and tradition whereby they restrict you doing things you like

i know it is ur interest and you feel that you could do it and make it

but somehow in reality, things u interested u might not be succeed on it as well

because this is the fact and I HAD FALL ONCE by assuming I CAN MAKE IT..

but things really don't turn out as we want..

now you just keep blaming parents and have you ever look at yourself

what problems and mistakes you done?

Did you really study well and well prepare for each final?

Did you really try your best?

Did you do revision every night and even consult tutors on it?

Did you take it seriously?

All i know is not enough efforts, lack of concentration, hard work and keep going back hometown even during final and etc are the problems,

i see no reasons for you to fail just that u had failed yourself and you are responsible for it.

But you don't see things that way.. you will just point finger at others..

You should feel glad with what you have because you don;t go through process others went..

if u taken others path and born in a different environment guess you are a drop out student long time ago..

appreciate things and focus now.. after graduate only think of your dream..

now is not the time yet..

Inappropriate

just one month and many things happen..

1st is a totally unexpected stuffs happen whereby my house mates and my fren got into fist fight in ipoh.. this is bullshit man.. fight in public, no 1 was drunk and we are having snowflake in 100 yen.

both of them just cant hold themselves and BANG... fight..

both party also got wrong but this happen is because of one's sickening attitude.. guess if i was in that situation i also will punch him hard and nice.. we are being too patient and compromise with this fellow.. i really dont know what to say.. but this fellow is the one making my life uneasy and making me angry all the time..

now i am handling a club, so this guy would say everything in the world and yet nothing you can get from him.. mean he will just do the talking and no action.. just bullshit and even tell otehr clubs about my problems.. showing sign of disrespect... handle tasks to him will give a answer very hard and dont know how to do.. had work together with him once and guess i will say NO MORE.. so, no matter what happen, i will handle all by my own to avoid unnecessary stuffs and since he is selfish dont think he will enrolled himself in anything.. so, just screw yourself.. i can't be bother.. and keep giving me negative response, cannot la.. cannot la.. they wont do.. fuck la.. i m trying be optimistic and u trying to pull me down.. ask u do.. u say cant then duo duo lan ye..

dickhead

next, 100% disappointed with my board of committees whereby they do not want to sacrifice anything.. ask them do this and that.. their face gave me answer.. if u were unwilling to sacrifice, out the door and go.. dont waste my time and the position i could give to other people... sickening and need me to do this and that... when u guys gonna change and be more motivated to do stuffs on ur own rather than i keep pushing it.. really hope this day will come..

exam is just 3 weeks away, guess i really screw up my midterms and assignment.. every semester assignment really give me headache and making me dulan.. this semester, yea a galz.. in fact a bitch and a bastard same group with me.. doing assignment using copy and paste, ask them change and change.. telling me is facts can't change.. ask them elaborate and independent thoughts they give me same thing again.. dunno i m speaking tamil or alien language to them until they do not know what i want... i ended up give up that assignment really sickenning when looks at their work.. no quality at all.. sigh...

My life...

really could not recall when i wrote the last posts here..

too many things happen since then

1st got my final finished with no confidence but thx God it turned out fine

but this semester looks a bit different where Japanese language is killing me..

and a quiz is coming up real soon where i really could not find time to do revision and start memorize those shits.. it is a terrified experience.. u r just like back into kindergarten and start learn from the most basic A to Z.. craps man..

haha, this semester is the lonely semester, frens all left to Uk and etc..

others are too busy to hanging out with me..

so, i spend more time with parents and help them out in the shop..

haha.. never thought that i could really rejected going out with frens and help my dad up in shop..

guess now i am mature enough compare to last time... consider a self achievement..

haha, 1st time in kampar i am so busy and don't even have extra time to online till late night or face computer like the past..

2 events held at once with different society.. this is really a test for myself..

time management is really important, till now still consider okey but don't think so for the two coming days.. it is gonna be a 14 days for me to woke up before 8 am and start my routine..

damn.. however, this semester got a free seminar organized by the Utar's soft skills department and attended by every chairman of societies. my first thought would be THIS GONNA BE SUCK, talks and talks, bored and BORED.. so take along my earphone so just in case could sleep at that time.. However, this two ddays seminar is like the most joyful moments i had so far in kampar..

whereby took 1 day for us to get real close and the next day we are like close frens and living in our own fantasy and the world only got us inside.. every moments we passed are full with meaning and simple activities with vital lessons for us to learn.. the feeling is just awesome..

just hope the seminar will go on and the same 22 of us sitting together and do things together..

this could be a dream but is not impossible because a mega event took place then we will gonna get ourselves involve.. waiting the day to come and action would make in happen XD

after the seminar, i turned to a bit down because back to reality.. and so much things for me to worried....

1st my phone bill reached 220 bucks.. Fuck Crying out loud.. LOLz

2nd Halloween game test failed..

3rd Sun burn when carried out car wash and feedback aint that good

4th my birthday turn to be a working day for me by working part time, haihz.. bad memory for me.. but, just gonna deal with it... and maybe can celebrate the following weeks because gt extra holidays.

Most importantly is my GF started to felt lonely because i really dont have time for her..

my timetable is really packed and nap isn't taken place for this two weeks.. dont really know i would survive.. sleep time is just not enough and must wake up because of the word responsibility.. damn.. haha.. but i choose this path so guess i cant complaine about it..

just hope i wontscrew up my academic